My English is....ok lah..

I'm much more comfortable writing in english online...I don't know why..even though my english is 'tunggang-terbalik' sometimes.....ok,maybe all the times..but..I don't know..I still don't have the guts to speak in English....I think my vocabulary is good..I think ..ok lah...It's just my grammar..I still can't differentiate the using of words with past tense, present,past continuos,blah blah blah....I determine the right word to say or write depends on the suitableness of the words..If it sounds right, then it's right..to me...Besides,my pronounciation is bad..It's kinda depends on my confidence...If I have confidence, I could speak English very well...I still remembered when I participated a Public Speaking competition when I was 12..Every teacher said I can win and it gave me the confidence I need to speak smoothly and clearly and I won!!That's the first and last times I spoke in English perfectly....and I think my 'goodness' in English depends on certain factors....I'm not quite sure what the factors are....sometimes I don't remember even the easy words!!Like when sitting for English paper, I couldn't recall what 'surirumah' (housewife) in English!!I spend like a minute to figure it out and I gave up....the funniest thing was that I watched Desperate Housewives the last night...how irony was that!!!The same thing goes for my BM....when I read the 'karangan' I made, some of them are pretty good..and sometimes, I couldn't believe I wrote them..I was like, 'I wrote that?wow...'..I guess I kinda underestimate myself....oh and last times this happened I don't remember how to spell favourite..I actually checked the dictionary!!!Tell you the truth, I think tv shows,movies and musics in English help me with my English....I still remember I actually memories all Linkin Park songs when I was 10....Including the rap part.....I could understand those complicated jokes made by stand out comedians and what I called street,common US English...when I watched Trophic Thunder and Whose line Is It Anyway? tv shows with my brother-in-law(he's ok with English),I'm the only one bursting with laughs..He was like 'what?what's so funny?'...most funny moments in Trophic Thunder are in words..like the dialogue about 'Never go fully retard' and the one between kirk lazarus and alpa chino.....If people or dialogues that were spoke fast, I could 'tangkap' almost all of them....I could understand those rappers, hip-hop song...and I could even rap a little....hehe.....In a nutshell, I oncluded that my English is OK....

The great escape!

Throw it away,
forget yesterday,
we'll make the great escape..

The boys like girls song was playing over and over in my head when I was walking back home after I finished my last paper on my last day of exam..Wuhuu!!!Finally,it's over!!!I'm free!!My head almost explode for too much thinking....I don't really care how it will turn out..I've done my best..I guess...And I 've bought mt PSP!!!It's mint green coloured..At first, I thought I want to buy bronze,white or black colour but after a second thought, I decided I'll take the green one...I also bought 5 games : Tony Hawk Underground 2 remix, Crash Tag Team Game, Midnight club:LA, Need For Speed : Undercover, and Spongebob : The Yellow Avenger...Spongebob and midnight club are suck!!!It's not fun to play at all......I'm thinking to buy God Of War : Chain Of Olympus and Metal Gear Solid later...And I also share money with my brother to buy a PS2...Yeah, I know I don't need both but hey, I always wanted a ps2 before..my fingers sometime get cramp while playing them...God Of War 2 is great!!I love that game!!Now, I got around 3 months before the result come out and PLKN..yeah, I got the 2nd batch...(sigh)I'll try to make rayuan so I could join the 1st batch...Please accept it!!!For now, I don't really have plan what to do during this long break...Let's just wait and see what happen..

not bad at all...

The trial result had come out and I gotta say, mine is..not bad at all.....I thought it would be worst than before but I was wrong.....I shouldn't under estimate myself....I said to myself before the trial exam, 'if I do well in trial exam, I can do maybe better in SPM'..and the good result of trial just boost my confidence...'I can do this...you bet I can...'Spm is about three more weeks and I start to feel the heat..my parents remind me about it everyday, the teacher also show their hope on me and my friends.....I know I shouldn't think about this but....what if I fail to get what I target?what will happen?i just can't help myself from not asking that question....It also happened before I got the PMR result..on the way to school to get the result, I kept thinking,'what if I didn't get straight A's?' I tried to comfort myself by saying ' I already gave my bestest......I'll accept whatever the result will be....'but still, those question keep repeating themselves in my head until I got the result...and Thank God I got perfect scores.....the best thing about getting that result is seeing my mom cried in happiness and hug me really tight and my dad looked at us smiling with just maybe a drop of tear in his eyes(man won't cry cause of their ego, right?)showing that he's proud of me.......no money can buy that......I hope that will happen again when I got my SPM result.....what am I saying?I even haven't sit for the exam yet!!!this might be my last post for now until I finished sitting for SPM.....after that, I'll write as much as I want for this blog and my other blog about movies....I'll watch all the movies I want and no one can stop me!!hahahaha!!!some of the movies that I wanna watch are james bond, max payne, the soloist, disaster movie maybe....I also want to get the Ironman original DVD and watch it over and over and over again!!yeah baby!!!no one can stop me being with robert!!!but before that, study first...(snap back into reality and read books...)

Eat,eat,eat and eat....

Oh my god...I never felt this full in my entire life..all i did yesterday is eat....I think I ate 7 times...yeah..SEVEN!!first, I had my breakfast at 7.30a.m...then after my biology class end at 10.30 a.m, I went beraya to a friend house...there, I ate spaghetti, Amalina's(my friend) father cooked them......I also ate some kuih raya......At 12.30 midday, I had a jamuan class at KFC....I ate the dinner plate set (3 pieces of chicken,coleslaw,mashed potato,drink,bread) and I bought cheesy wedges.....then, I ate some cakes...well..not really 'some'..quite a lot...hehe....after that, I went beraya to Mrs.Kaififah's (my teacher of Islamic teaching) house...She served us mee sup,ketupat and rendang....lots of kuih raya too....her house is in mayhem!!there wasn't really big space for 20 of us..in fact, we took 4 cabs and a car (Mim's)..It was fun!!She also served a jar of Cadbury Chocolairs and we actually finished it!well....all of us took some for our next trip...as bekal..then we went to Aqilah's house(another friend)...her grandmother cooked fried noodle and baked chocolate cake.....again, we ate.........then we went to Bedah's house(yet,another friend)...We were served with mee sup...at tihs point, I can't take it anymore......I don't eat anything at her house...just a piece of cake...the best part is I got duit raya!!!although not much (total RM 8)but it enough to satisfied me....then at night, one of my cousin had a 'majlis pertunangan'....I ate..again..some lontong...then before going back home, I ate(again...) some rice with ikan kerapu masak sweet sour.....my stomach is seriously full.....ooohhhh....I woke up in the morning with stomach ache.....I don't want to eat much today....just a small portion... (sigh) my weight will go up the roof!!!all my effort during fasting will go into the drain.....

Sighing...

haiz.....got some exam results...like what I expected, my biology is 'hampeh' already......serves me right..I didn't really study....haha...tomorrow I'll get history and Physics results and I'm quite sure they will be bad....very bad....But look at the bright side, I do really well in Chemistry...I only got 1 month to study before SPM but I don't really start anything yet...I don't know...I'm getting really lazy.....(sigh).now I understand why my brother said he was very lazy before SPM....Well.....gotta face the music....here I go...