Damn..

Haish..why is my life kinda 'serabut serai' right now??-_-"

I'm super happy about going back home but now I've to change my flight schedule...why?long story..Maybe I could shorten it up a lil' for you:

Really miss my family-want to spend 2 months-Doc V's meeting-blah blah blah-on 2nd thought, maybe he's right -__-"-damn.-wanna play safe-so, just 1 month.

But, here's the thing: I've booked my ticket..

I want to change the date for the flight from Malaysia-Nashville a month earlier..

Just found out something: the penalty charge is $200. WTF?!

Damn..but there is another option..Go back to Malaysia first, then contact the Singapore Airlines ticketing agent there, ask to change schedule..It might be free..at least that's what the ticket-guy told me..Haish..this will means one more thing: going back to Nashville ALONE!

I don't know if I can handle that..I mean, I've traveled by bus alone before to KL a lot of times but this is different..I'm travelling half around the world alone!I'm not sure my dad will allow that but, do I have any other choice?haish..

If it is too difficult, then I'll just, stay at home for 2 months, just like my original plan..haha xD

huk3..'Its complicated' -_-"

But on... well, I don't remember how many times I think about this, I really don't know..

I would really love to spend if I could, the whole 3 months of summer back at home..

aaaahhhh~~~miss all that a lot!!!

most of my friends already said they want to treat me..hehe

bowling, eat, movie..aaaaahhhh~~~~(^^,)

My brother already owe me 2 treats..haha :D

One more thing..I just bought my ticket to........(drum rolls please...)

MUSE CONCERT!!

wooooottttt wooottttt~~~

MUSE:The Resistance Tour :D

at first, I don't want to go...because I'm kinda broke..hehe..flight ticket is really expensive, you know..I'm just, lucky that my dad can support me..and I just got extra money from working with Doc V last winter break..I thought it's going to be not so much because the work is really easy, just type in directory..pretty lean back..my total income:$173..alhamdulillah..

so, I got extra money and I decided to spend it on concert ticket..haha :D

I mean, it's MUSE!Maybe this is an opportunity in a lifetime..they never been to Malaysia before, if I'm not mistaken..

enough writing here, gotta go study..hehe..adios!

I'm a bad blogger..

yup..I admit that..I mean, my page sucks(I don't know how to customize it, and it looks complicated, so, I gave up xD), no pics (I'm too lazy to upload some, or find some).. in a nutshell, I'm sucks at blogging.. that's why nobody reads my blog.. and I'm fine with that..

I don't really care about how many people visit my blog, I just write blog for fun, and to like, express my feeling.. and probably, to kinda train my fingers to type faster..haha :D

hurm, that's it.. I'm not really in the mood to type much.. chow!

Craziest night ever!

5th of February, Friday.

Rec Fest at Vanderbilt Recreation Center:

First, YM anyone that are planning to go.

But then, I ended up going there alone -_-" but thanks to Meon, I found him in the middle of the journey :D

Arrived at the Rec Center. First thing first, eat. We're at the rec center but they were serving pizza. haha :D

Ate 2 cheese pizzas.. Lots of games available. First: Basketball shoot. Try to get 6 successful shoot over 16 trials, get a free t-shirt. I got it :D

Second : Dance Dance Revolution. Play that a LOT. jumping around, following to the arrows ;P

Am still can't beat me in this. LOL xD

Third : Daytona. I think I was the only girl played that game. haha :D not bad. I was first until I crashed just before the finish line -_-"

Fourth : don't know what else to play. Run on the treadmill for a while.

Fifth : Rock Band baby! XBOX 360. It was awesome! Maybe we could have our own band, Am, Dan and Fuad :D

Almost 11 pm. We're done.

Walk back to Commons.

The Commons : Golden Ticket Ball

At first, I just wanna go take my meal plan, but then, we got into the party.

The decorations were awesome! Lots of CHOCOLATE and sweets served. Willy Wonka's themed. Ate strawberry with chocolate, choc fudge, cakes (all the sweats at the Rec Center before, just, wasted ;P)

Photo booth. FREE. Took quite an amount of crazy pics.

Loud musics. Dancefloor. DJ. I was just, looking around, maybe moved my head and hip a lil' ;P

That's it. There's no way I'm getting in that crowded, crazy, dancing, group-of-people.

Ate more sugar. 12 am, tired, decided to go back home.

Shower, update status on facebook, having sugar high right now O.o

Tired, but, one of the most random, craziest, tiring night ever!

And it's weekend!So, can wake up late tomorrow ;P

la lala lala~~

Holla people! Yes, I knew I said I won't be able to write a new post, but, I'm not really busy yet, well, I've lots of assignment to do but, I choose to write a lil' for now.. Hey, it's weekend! haha xD

Scratch program, calculus, physics, chemistry.. -_-"

Let's put all of that behind, at least just for tonight..

But the problem is now, I don't know what to write... huk3..

Hurm, so, here I'm, babbling around... I've been thinking about going back home all the time.. God, I can't wait!!105 days more??T_T

I really miss everyone and everything back home.. huhuhuhuhu T_T

Okay, change topic!Need to distract myself..

Aha, I'm thinking to get a new phone.. Not just a phone, one of those smart phone, probably..

Hehe, but have to save first.. I want to buy Ipod Touch first.. I'm really happy with my phone right now, just, I want more.. muahaha!Greedy, huh?

I'm thinking a Blackberry Curve, maybe? I don't like Iphone because I don't like the idea of 'touch screen' thing. I mean, you won't get the 'feel' when you're typing a sms.. haha xD

Most of the american use either Iphone or Blackberry.. I rarely see anyone use the normal phone.. Haha

HTC ProTouch 2 looks cool, but, the web browser is really sloowwww..

A friend of mine use it, I love it, but that's the only down side.. Which is also a very important thing though since I'm online 24/7 here.. Haha

Ahh, everything cost you.. -_-"

I've been to the gym for 5 times now.. Feels great! Haha

Maybe I'll slow down to 3-4 times a week.. For now, I go to the gym everyday..

I really want to get rid of those extra pounds I've gain throughout my stay here for 7 months now..

Haish..

I want to get my weight down to at least just like when I got here..

'Freshman 15', I thought that's just a joke.. I really do gain 15 pounds!OMG!!

So, I'm on a quite strict diet.. Less cheese, soft drinks, not eating after 6 pm, go to the gym..

Usually when I got to the gym, I'll be there for an hour..

Ooops, 12 o'clock.. Need to go to sleep.. I can't afford to 'mess up' my sleeping cycle again..

That's all for now folks.. Getting very sleepy now.. *yawning

Night!

Last post before the semester starts tomorrow

..and I won't have time to write a new post..hehe

Time sure flies so fast.. 1 semester down, 7 more to go.. The best part is, can't wait to get back to my home sweet home after being here for about 11 months.. Wow, 11 months away from my parents.. That's a whole new record!

For those that know me really well, then you guys must have known the history of my life, when I was away from my parents. Form 1, SMK Seri Rompin, Kuala Rompin, Pahang.. I was for about 1 and a half month and boy, it wasn't a sweet memory..I cried constantly, I sleep in classes, I call my mom everyday, begging her to please get me out of here..

Then Form 4, MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba, Jasin, Melaka.. I was there for about 2 months.. the same thing happened, but, I didn't cried constantly..haha..I was so damned tired with the hostel life there.. I fell asleep in the classes for almost everyday in every classes.. I figured out I wouldn't be able to study effectively, and, I couldn't stand with the fact that, I couldn't go back home at least once a month.. So, I got out of there.. Funny thing is, before I got out, I gave it a really deep thought, I mean, I'm getting out of the best MRSM(at that time) in Malaysia, which people said could guaranteed me at least 8A's in SPM, I was like, 'whatever happened, I really wanna get out of here, even if that's mean I may won't be successful in SPM.. Even when the Penolong Kanan asked me "don't you want to study abroad?", I quickly replied "Nope..not for me.." Funny, to think about that, considering where I am now..

Then in National Service, it was kinda boring at first.. I mean, we were called to assembly each time before meal, under the hot scorching sun, had our meal, then back under the heat of the sun, the trainer would talk about discipline for hours.. I was quite unhappy..but only for the first 3 days.. When the fun activities start, Have lots of new friends, I blended in..I guess National Service did help me to become more independent.. I was ok if my parents didn't come to visit me on weekends.. I don't want to troubled them..

Now I'm here, yeah, of course I miss my parents a lot, but, I can still handle it..

Now, 1 semester to go and then I'll be on the flight back to Malaysia..or maybe Singapore..closer to Kulaijaya..

I'll choose the one that is cheapest..

about 4 months more to go..