menci menci

haha

itu adalah benci dalam bahasa gedik nk mampos.

btw, aq tgh bengang sekarang nih. result test semalam cam haper.

aq rasa aq dah sangat sangat berhati2

test Prof.Pamella Pigg nih kne hati2. so, aq tried ntuk berjimat-cermat dalam menjawab soalan2 tersebut tp pd waktu yg sama, kene cepat sebab soalan agak banyak.

deng, salah yg hampeh2 seperti salah sign, ptutnyer closed bracket aq letak bracket jer, dan sebagainyer yg x sepatutnyer aq wat.

yg sengalnyer kadang2 kt jalan kira tu dh btul dh.

bler tulis kt tempat kosong ntuk jawapan tu salah plak.

I know, wadafeeeecccckkk.

probably org akn kata, "chill dowh, salah kecik2 jer tuh"

yes, salah yg kecik2.

tp kalau dh 1 salah camtu -2 marks, 10 salah camtu x ke result in -20 marks?

sheeeeeeeetttttttt.

tu baru salah yg kecik2 tuh. blum yg btul2 salah, yg mmg aq x tau jawab.

so, conclusion, test 1 ni macam haper ntah.

nk kene super-duper-sangat-sangat-berhati-hati.

at least klu markah tolak sbb mmg aq x tau, aq terima penolakan markah itu seadanyer.

dh mmg x tau nk jawab, berserah jer la kan.

haih.

hurm.

I was wondering..

Lately, there were numbers of comments in chinese.

I can't understand chinese.

Google translate did help, but, I'm too lazy to copy,open a new tab,type in 'tr' *then 'translate.google.com' came out, press 'enter', paste, and click 'translate'.

Hey, thanks for stopping by.

I really appreciate it. :)

I was just wondering, did you guys really understand what I wrote about?

.cinta monyet.

pengumuman: aq sekarang dlm mood bahasa ibunda angkat.haha

btw, berbalik kpd tajuk.

aq ader la berkunjung ke slh 1 shopping mall di JB. ader la nmpk kelibat dak2 skolah. biasa la tuh.

sekali mata aq terpaut kt couple nih.

aq perhati jer gelagat diorg.

maybe umur diorg, plng tua pun form 3 laaa.

cam syok bermadu kasih jer. main cuit2, la.

si encik tuh duk cuit pipi si cik, konon2 nyer nk bertentang mata.

pegang2 tangan.

It was so fuckin' annoying, ok.

klu ko dh kawin, aq x ksh la ko nk wat aper pun.

ni ngan pki baju skolah, umur bru 15, dh menggatal. haih.

sumpah, geli nk mampos tgk gelagat diorg.

bler pikir2 balik, aq bukan la skema sngt, but, masa skolah dlu xder pun aq trtarik nk ber couple2 nih. ntah.

tringt plak masa skolah rndh, ader dak darjah 1, yg naik van yg sama ngan aq, berlari2 anak selepas tmt waktu persekolahan.

"kak ain, kak ain!sy dpt surat la!" dia hulurkan surat tu kt aq dgn eager nyer.

aq belek2 surat tuh. nmpk cam, kertas yg dikoyak dr buku latihan bahasa inggeris, bahagian tgh tuh. so, ader 4 mukasurat, telah dilipat dgn kemas.

aq buka lipatannya dgn cermat, smpi dh fully opened.

ader la dua baris yg ditulis.

"nama saya **********.

saya cintakan awak."

=____________________="

haih. speechless. aq msa drjh 1, tau main kejar2 jer.

budak2 zaman skrang.

kadang2, couple ni mmg x baik ntuk moral.

bkn nk kata aper la kan, aq pun ader gak encik ehem, but still, aq try my best ntuk control relationship nih. Klu nk jumper tuh, jumper jer dh la,lpskn rndu (konon2nyer la :P)

x pyh la nk duk kt tmpt gelap lah, peluk2 la, pegang tngn la..

kaaaaannnn?

merapek.

***********edisi khas bahasa melayu**********

aha, asyik speaking jer kn..sblum ni yer la aq wat blog dlm english nk practice sbnrnyer..

skrang, dh makin hampeh english aq.skali skala, guna la bahasa ibunda plak.

ni bahasa ibunda angkat kot since aq guna shortform, campuq sket2 and bkn bahasa baku. hehe

btw, sdr x sdr dh nk hbs dh cuti aq. ceeessss

haih.skjp jer masa berlalu.

bler imbas kembali, x byk la yg aq wat selain mkn, tdo and mnje2 ngan mak aq.

haha

of course la kn. sethn dowh x mnje2 ngan mak. dh la sblum aq fly dlu, mak aq ader bela cucu dia.

dak tu jer la yg duk mnje2 ngan mak aq.

maybe org akn kutuk aq atas statement nih tp serious, kdng2 aq jeles ngan dak kecik a.k.a cucu mak aq. I mean, dia dok lari2, main2, then dtg kt mak aq, main gesel pipi la, mak aq lambung dia la.

mmg la mak aq ader wat gak kt aq dlu, but, mna nk ingt dowh. haih

bapak aq lg la. siap main lambung2 lg.

gotta admit, aq blk ni agak dimnje kn gak la. dak kecik tuh dah pulang ke pangkuan keluarga beliau di KL, "bg la peluang dak koin nih nk mnje2 ngan mak" kata mak beliau selaku akak aq jugak.

hurm. nk balik US dh keee. haih.

bahagia btul rasa x ngadap buku sepanjang kt tanah air nih. bagai berada di kayangan.

balik ke no.7 most stressful college in US, mati aq.

dh la dok trkial2. haih.

come on aini, jgn main2 daaaahhhh.

stop ah dok explore youtube tuh. haih.

nnti jumper blk Prof.Pamela Pigg yg disayangi.

"Did I boo boo?"

haha. aq suker dia nyer accent. cam koboi pun ader.

aq rsa tu accent org southern ke aper ntah.

tp serious, aq rsa cam x bersedia lg jer nk ngadap balik buku nih.

trauma sem lps hampeh sngt.

tp nk wat camner. nk senang, kne la susah2 dlu kn?

aha, tiba2 tringt perbualan ngan seorg makcik merangkap kwn mak aq yg dtg berkunjung ke rumah.

"anak mak cik amek chemical engineering gak. dia kata susah. x bley nk dpt anugerah dekan pun. biasa2 jer dia. dpt pointer 3.6-3.7"

aq sengihkn ajer. aq pun lbh kureng jer. lg hancus.

but hey, maybe masa depan akn jd lbh ok, if aq stop main2, and fully concentrate ok cik aini?

haha

dh ah merapek.

chiooowwwww~~

.trust.

I just realized something. It's not easy for me to trust people.

And I just realized no one had ever gain my full trust.

The highest would probably be 99%

Never 100%.

Not even him. Not even my family. Why? I have no idea.

Maybe I'm just sick of getting hurt.

Yes, I was once been back stabbed by someone I trust the most.

2 of those 'someone' actually.

Since then, I just, build a barrier between me and other people, I guess.

Being extra cautious.

Maybe some of you think you're close to me, you know everything about me.

Trust me, you don't.

I 'change' according to circumstances, to the people around. I 'blend' in.

I don't think anyone really know me.

I just, don't like to be hurt.

Please, I'm a human being. I'm not psychopath,that won't feel anything.

Sometimes, I wish I'm a psychopath. Unable to feel anything.