nak cuti lg.

lbh kurang 3 minggu lagi. Thanksgiving break.
dpt la dlm seminggu lebih cuti. 
Tapi x bley nk enjoy sngt cuti nih. naik cuti, pas dlm 1-2 minggu, final pulok.
But, cuti tetap cuti. keh3.
at least aku nk amek 4 ari. 3 ari nk pegi cabin kat Gatlinburg.
duit xder nih. haih.
cam cari pasal jer nih. hik3. 
makan roti la aku masa pegi Florida bln 12 tu kang.

Halloween

It's that time of the year, in US.

Well, not really, yet. Es de 24 de octubre. 

But, the haunted houses are open now on weekend.

and, for the sake of 'wanting to experience the American culture', me and my friends decided to go to one of those haunted house. and we chose Monster Mountain as it is 'outdoor'.

15 USD. yes, it is pretty expensive, but hey, let's just give it a try.

At the end, that 15 USD was not worth it.

Maybe it was our fault. Masuk skali 10 orang, mmg la x takut kan. Orang depan jer la kena kaw2. Orang belakang relax jer (aku antaranyer la).

I gotta say, setting memang gempak. ader cam, lain2 bahagian. It's outdoor, but then you have to get in a few 'sections' with different theme. Por ejemplo, jln2 sikit dekat luar, then masuk satu umah kecik. Then keluar, jalan sikit lg kt luar, masuk dalam bangunan kecik lain. Setiap 'umah kecik' lain2 theme. Lebih kurang gitu la.

Among favorite, ader satu part tuh cam, bahagian dapur. Shoot, bau busuk dowh. Then ader pak cik gemok nak mampos, pegang parang or something, siap costume, make up sumer, duk dalam dapur tuh. Pastu dia cam, takut2kan la kan (d'uh).

Even though kter tau tu mmg org biasa jer. But dude, suasana tu serious seram.Sumpah pak cik tu really look like someone that will butcher innocent people. haha

Then ader mamat yang pegang chainsaw tuh. Yang nih lawak campur takut. Masa ni jalan kt luar. Then dgr bunyi cam, orang buat bunyi burung tuh. Memang obvious ah tu orang yg wat. Then one of us reply ah, wat bunyi burung tu jugak. "came from there" - sambil tunjuk kt ader cam, 1 pintu. So, sumer orang cam, concentrate kat pintu tuh, diam jer. Tiba2, mamat yang again, siap costume and make up sumer, keluar, pegang chainsaw, dia hidupkan chainsaw tu and gelak jahat. WTF. orang kt depan lari dah. Mamat tu btul2 depan aku. I really hate the sound of that chainsaw. 

Ader gak satu part yang, cam dlm hospital. Bau pun bau hospital. 

Ader clown, of course la kan. That's cliché.

Clown yang comel main "pick-a-boo". haha

Ader cam budak2 ajak main. "Come on in. Let's play" dengan suara yang comel but seram at the same time. Heh, nah. I think I'll passed. :P

Ader cam, rumah yang so fukin' messy. Aku rasa dia mmg guna laundry yang x basuh selama sebulan, letak kat situ. And toilet yang tak flush. =.="
And of course, dalam sumer tuh, ader dinding yang covered with blood. 

Tapi part paling x bley blah, kterorg sesat jap dalam maze yang x braper maze tuh. Haunted house of course la one way. But then ader satu pintu tu cam, x rupa pintu. Kterorg ingtkan ader jalan lain kot. Sampai kterorg keluar ikut satu lubang nih, ngam2 jer badan aku. Aku dah rasa jalan tu x logic as omputih kan besar2, mna muat lubang nih. Rupanyer kterorg dh off track. So, kira kterorg masuk blakang takbir la. "Guys, you got the wrong way" kata salah seekor 'hantu' yang ader kat situ, dengan selambanyer. 

Then kterorg masuk balik kt where we suppose to be, through one of the holes that they used to scared people; to make one of those, sudden appereance. LOL. Pastu dah x takut dah. Dah jumper ngan hantu yang chill jer. LOLOL.

Sumer 'hantu2'  kat situ berjaya gak la buat aku terkejut for a split second. Then it came to me, 'chill jer dowh. orang biasa jer sumer tuh'.

keh3
dekat 30-40 minit gak la dalam tuh.

Oh, ader 1 part tu ader patung hantu yang rupa cam, hantu pocong. What the fuk.

Balik, singgah Waffle House makan waffle. keh3.

Bler pikir balik, kalau masuk dalam tuh cam, 5 orang skali ke maximum, memang cuak gler kot.

Ader aku dgr pasal 1 haunted house ni. katanyer rating no.1.

Torture Factory. Ni pic from the website:

*tak rasa terkejut beruk ke kalau keluar dari pintu tu, nampak bende nih?

Teringin gak. tapi ntah bley sampai ke x. duit xder dah nih sebenarnyer. kuh3.

Ok, dh pkul 6 pg. Tdo2. Subuh dulu.

spanish, japanese, chinese.

Don't you think it's cool to know many languages?
I do. I'm learning spanish right now.
I'm thinking to take japanese class next year and chinese class on senior year.
I'm not expecting to get an A for chinese, so, better I take it as pass/fail course. I just want to learn chinese for fun and to fulfill the open electives requirement.
I'm thinking to take arabic too to fulfill the liberal arts core elective requirement.
But then, I don't have the time to do so. 
It's like I'm minoring in languages. HAHA

p.s: it's fun when you can understand other languages. Right now, if I hear anyone talk in spanish, I can actually understand at least some of it, then I'll just smile to myself :P 
Spanish is like, the second language here in US.
No one would expect that a malay girl could understand spanish. I could :D

ok, x bley kot.

baru 3 bulan berlalu, aku balik kampung bln may sampai bln julai yg lps.

tp dh pikir nk balik jer nih, per cer?

cam x jd jer plan x nk blk thn dpn.

kalau bley nak balik ah. x kira la missed Midwest games and senior farewell party tuh. yg pnting dpt blk. sebulan pun jd aahhh. paling lama ah nih aku bley berthn x balik kampung setahun. x bley more than that.

mak pun seboleh2 nak aku balik gak.

I'm not saying anything but, diorang agak dh berumur. Selagi panjang umur diorang, aku nk spent time ngan diorg la kan. takut jugak bler dipikir2.

Ya Allah, panjangkan umur mereka, amiinn.

insyaAllah ah. hopefully bley dpt keje masa sem Spring nanti. ader la duit nak balik. and nk kne beli corelle yg diidamkan mak tuh. kuh3.

ok, dh decide, kalau boleh, and I'll try my best ntuk membolehkannyer, aku nk balik gak thn dpn.

ok, sedap sket dh rasa hati. study elok2 yer aini.

p.s: tiba2 tringt masa kt mrsm dlu, antara bnde yg decide aku nk blah dr situ ialah aku tgk kalendar and realized aku x bley balik kampung ntuk 3 bulan. now aku kne thn at least sethn. huiyoo.

It's not the end of the world

That was a really hard push to the ground. 
Life was never meant to be easy. 
But I never thought it would be this hard.
I almost give up, entirely. 

But then I thought "hey, it's not the end of the world. You didn't get an A. there's a chance you'll fail this but hey, there's always someone else out there that has a bigger problem." 
If I give up now, things would be worse. I need to take control of the situation.

I don't know how many entries on my blog saying I'm down, disappointed, etc 

Too many, I guess.

Those need to stop.


So, get up, get that dirt off your shoulder, and move forward.
What has happened, happened. I can't turn back the time.
Move forward.




I feel like I'm 'recharged' now after 3 days of hibernating. :D