what the fuck is wrong with me?
pull yourself together aini.
halfway to go.
Monday, March 12, 2012
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Spring Break
Spring break has come to an end.
9 days went by, just like that.
well, not exactly 9 days. more to 8 days.
today is the last day T.T
my break was pretty good. went to NYC. slept and ate a lot. lol
I haven't start my socio paper. 40 pages of journal to read and summarize. ppfftt.
I don't know why but I really don't want this break to end.
I need more days off. days where I can wake up at any time, without being startled from the sound of the alarm clock. days where i don't have to worry about any homework's due date. days where I could be carefree and stress-free.
I can be bored to death, but so damn happy.
yes, those sound like heaven. too good to be true.
sometimes I feel I'm tired of studying. I've been going to school for almost 16 years.
there are times where I feel like I can't go on anymore.
I think I've had enough.
I know what you're thinking. "what an ungrateful brat."
I just, couldn't help it.
I need my strength back.
I need something to give me a boost to get through college.
I need my mom *homesick T.T
9 days went by, just like that.
well, not exactly 9 days. more to 8 days.
today is the last day T.T
my break was pretty good. went to NYC. slept and ate a lot. lol
I haven't start my socio paper. 40 pages of journal to read and summarize. ppfftt.
I don't know why but I really don't want this break to end.
I need more days off. days where I can wake up at any time, without being startled from the sound of the alarm clock. days where i don't have to worry about any homework's due date. days where I could be carefree and stress-free.
I can be bored to death, but so damn happy.
yes, those sound like heaven. too good to be true.
sometimes I feel I'm tired of studying. I've been going to school for almost 16 years.
there are times where I feel like I can't go on anymore.
I think I've had enough.
I know what you're thinking. "what an ungrateful brat."
I just, couldn't help it.
I need my strength back.
I need something to give me a boost to get through college.
I need my mom *homesick T.T
Thursday, February 23, 2012
I never learn my lesson.
I never learn that caring too much about the person that don't really give a fuck about me, will only end up with me, hurting.
I never learn that not all good deeds will be rewarded.
I never learn that every single person in this world have at least, a little bit of selfishness in them.
"Why would you give so much fuck about them?"
I don't know. I really don't.
I guess it's a curse.
It really is.
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a picture of potato at the end of 9gag post always made me chuckles.
hope this one can do the same.
pathetic.
I never learn that caring too much about the person that don't really give a fuck about me, will only end up with me, hurting.
I never learn that not all good deeds will be rewarded.
I never learn that every single person in this world have at least, a little bit of selfishness in them.
"Why would you give so much fuck about them?"
I don't know. I really don't.
I guess it's a curse.
It really is.
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.
.
.
.
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a picture of potato at the end of 9gag post always made me chuckles.
hope this one can do the same.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
if every single person in the world have the thought of "that's your problem. I've been through mine, on my own struggle. You need to go through the same struggling as I did just so you know the feeling," then the world is in much worse condition than I thought
I hope that it's not that bad. faith in humanity can still be restored.
LOL
I hope that it's not that bad. faith in humanity can still be restored.
LOL
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