ntah kenape jiwa ni kacau.
haih. I'm not being myself la ckp pasal hati, cinta, blah blah nih *not that I'm in love or something like that.


but, this one dude really stirred up my life. no, not U-you-know-who. he was nothing but the worst mistake in my life. lol. lawak bler ingt balik.
ok, sambung drama sedih.


aku beli ikan emas tu sbnrnyer nk menggembirakan hati yg duka lara. 
mmg berkesan. serius happy bler dapat ikan tuh.
tapi sayang hanya sementara. *chewah
sebab tu bler dia mati, aku nangis cam bak kata mak, org mati anak.
sebab aku dh lama jugak pendam bnde nih. x macho la nangis. 
nangis tu ntuk org yg lemah jer.
tapi ntah kenape, bler ikan tu mati, laju jer mencurah air mata nih.
mmg aku sedih ikan tu mati but there was something else.
cam, air mata yg patutnyer kuar sblum ni, yg aku duk tahan2, keluar jugak akhirnyer.


yes, I know. I'm not being myself cakap camni.


no matter how hard I'm trying to act tough like everything's alright, deep inside I'm too vulnerable. kenape emo sangat nih.
jangan cari pasal please aini. sem baru start. 
dh la bakal xder life sem ni. 
concentrate please.

since sebelum ni ader cakap nk beli something ntuk diri sendiri, aku beli la sekor goldfish. siap balang bulat tuh, ader pokok ngan batu sket lg.
dah lama dh nak bela ikan ni. dr freshman lg.
tgh stress2 ni aku spend tanpa berfikir 2 kali. so, puff! aku pun beli.


dgn bahagia nyer aku bawak Blueberry balik. Ipan yg bg nama. since nama tu cam comel jer. ltk jer aaa nama Blueberry.
serious happy. dh la comel sangat blueberry nih. huargh.
dh siapkan air sumer, aku letak la dia dlm tu.
dh nampak cam pelik dah sebenarnyer. tp since nk kne pegi soran bushi tu, tinggal la kejap. 
aku letak la sket flake makanan dia tuh.


balik tu aku pun dgn eager nyer nk tgk keadaan Blueberry. dia x berenang2 pun. duk diam jer kt dasar tuh. insang dia pun x gerak dah.
T.T
sooooooooooooooobbbbbbbbbbbbbbssssssssssss.


sumpah kecewa. kecewa sangat nih. cam org mati anak pulok aku nangis. x tau knaper. 
bnde tu comel sangaaaattttt. sian nyeeerrrrrrr T.T
mmg la org kata kalau ajal dh sampai tu, x dapek nk elak dah. tapi bawah jagaan aku kuuuutttt T.T


dh la buat cendol ptg td x jadik. mmg malang aaaa nasib hari nih.


sok nk pegi amek ikan baru since ader warranty. haaaa, beli ikan pun ader warranty. dia kata kalau mati dlm masa 14 hari, dtg balik bawak ikan mati tu, tukar yg baru.
sok nk pegi. so, hopefully, Blueberry II nanti panjang laaa umur beliau. 


kalau mati jugak, bunuh diri aaaa.

appreciate diri sendiri

I love you, but I love myself more. lol
antara pengajaran yg aku baru dapat. sayangi diri sendiri.
haha


so, terasa nak beli something ntuk diri sendiri. dh lama x beli. 
eerrr, bantal baru tu x termasuk. xbox pun tak. keh3.


ari tu almost nk check out Ipod. x make sense.
=.="
duit xder, berangan lebih pulok. lol


dah la fall sem dh nk start.
demmit. x bersedia. tidaaaakkk.


hidup masa cuti sangat membahagiakan. x payah nk risau aper2.
even though kadang2 bosan
but hey, I'd rather duk termenung x buat aper2 than sibuk siapkan homework. hihi

downside of her life.

now you can drop it. all of the acts.
I must say, you are one hell of an actor.
you mush had lots of fun, eh?
playing around with a 20 years old girl's feeling.
She was so naive. too naive.


you've just made a big hole in her life.
leaving a pretty nasty scar.


her life will never be the same.
she can turn your life upside down, cause a mess in your life.
but for some reason, revenge is not her 'thing'
she is too kind. 
she doesn't deserve this.


please, be strong.

damn. 

backstabber.

it hurts more than I thought.

ouch.

do not take advantage of my loyalty.
you might lose it. 

moe

I don't know why but suddenly I feel like, I want to read kaichou wa maid sama. It has been a while. I even forget what was the last chapter that I had read. As usual, the manga is filled with moe scene (lovey-dovey-kawaii-scene) of usui and misaki

I forgot how kawaii they aaarrrreeeeee <3
comel sangat niiiiii.

nak kawin please. nk lovey-dovey ngan laki. 

saper berminat, cepat masuk meminang.
LOL

*kecewa la jd pompuan yg x market. haih. 

monyet artik

sempena jeles tahap cipan ngan mokcik adilah yg dpt jumper Alex Turner, aku layan lagu arctic monkeys.

ni antara lagu fav aku aaaaa.
album diorg skrang bley layan aaa. x sampai aku ulang2 cam album yg nih. lol. 


tapi rambut dia skrang hampeh. dh kureng ke-hensem-an beliau.