I think people should fell in love and get married, once.

Don't you think?


If you noticed, it's kinda a trend, nowadays, to 'couple'.
But don't you think it's too much if you change your partners like you change your clothes?
I don't think the people that do this really know what love is.
Frankly, I don't really know it myself either.


I've been in a relationship once, but I wasn't sure what it really was between us because I never really loved him from the first place.
Why did I accepted him on the first place? Curiosity, I guess. and empathy.
All those things I did for him; I did it because I think that what a girlfriend should do for her boyfriend (I guess).


Now that I gave a thought about it, that was one of the stupidest decision I've ever made.
blergh.
*remaja. biasa la kan. ppfft.
that's why I didn't feel a thing when we broke up. lol.
I felt a little bit of sadness just because I thought that was what I need to feel.
I know, it doesn't sound right.
I never regretted what has happened though. It was fun. 
'For experience' like most people said. ;)


Seriously, after this, I want to do it 'old-school'. Wait until someone come to my house and ask for engagement, or my mom looks for a candidate. HAHA


I just remembered. I have this one, funny thought before. I want to get married just because I think I have to. like, it's an obligation. I want to be a career woman. So, I'm gonna be busy, etc. No time for family. lol.


cheer, single ladies! 

*p.s: my English is gettin' rusty. damn.

I need to stop putting hopes on people.
So I won't end up feeling hurt. 


*it's that time of the month where I'm in the state of 'emo-ing'.
haih.

good friend

How do you define a good friend?


The one that spend time with you; 24-7?
The one that shares every secrets with you?
The one that you can have fun with?
The one that will be with you at hard times?
The one that made special video, just for you?
The one that made a special post just for you on their blog?
The one that always treat you?
The one that accept you for who you are?
The one that can deal with your mood swing?
The one that will listen to you?
The one that never say 'no' to you?
The one that see you differently from other people?
The one that only see your goodness, neglect your badness?


don't get me wrong. I've no intention of getting 'something' across to anyone.
this is just a rhetorical question.


I'm just curious. different people has different answer to that.


found something from here.

*ok, cukup merapek. kne study.

heh.

People.
Most have two eyes, two ears, a nose, a mouth, etc.
But each and every one of them is unique.
Has unique character. Unique behavior.


..............
I don't understand most of them.
I just, couldn't.


haih. 
stupid-too much-being sensitive-thoughts.

oh, yeah.

I just remembered, the main point I made this blog few years ago, was so that I can practice in writing in English. but, as you know it, I wrote in Malay more, lately. 
=.=" 


I think it's time for me to get back to writing in English. My English is getting a lil' bit rusty, even though I'm living in the States right now. =.=" 


Spring semester has just started. So far so good, I guess. 
Hopefully, everything will be just fine.


I've just decided not to go back this summer.
I want to at first, but then my mom said my dad might have to undergo an operation on something. Besides, they are also planning to do Umrah this year. 
So, I'm not going to ask for money for the flight ticket as they need it for more important things. I guess I can be patience for one more year. I hope.


well, on the bright side, maybe I can go somewhere during the summer break. I can go to the Midwest games. and maybe, to NY or Canada. 
but all of that need money. I really need to get a job right now. haih.

sweet talk

knaper aku mudah terpedaya ngan sweet talk atau dalam erti kata lain, pujuk rayu?
wait, bukan terpedaya, mudah simpati mungkin?
haih.
aku jenis yg agak berhati-hati jugok dalam konon2 percaya tuh.
*heh. aper yg aku merapek nih.


haih. dpt gene dr abah nih. dia senang jer beli klau ader mna2 salesman approach dia. sama ah ngan aku.
bkn sbb aper, kesian tgk org tuh berusaha sngt nk jual. 
"kira sedekah laa" kata abah.
but, klau sumer org berfikiran cam abah, kaya dowh salesman tuh.
plng mahal kne masa freshie. hilang $150 klau x silap.
dh pompuan tu duk pegang tgn aku sruh beli. pastu x berkesan pun produk tuh. huargh.


tapi skrang aku x lose any money pun. just, big possibility I'll hurt someone's feeling even though I never have the intention to do so.


is this sympathy a good thing, or a bad thing?


haiz. why did you even popped back into my life?

part 1 - Busch Garden, Tampa, FL

ok, yg thanksgiving x tulis lg, dh nk cter pasal winter break. uhuk.
malas nk cter pasal thanksgiving. dh lapuk sngt dh. hihi
sebelum sampai Tampa ni ader gak singgah tmpat lain.
Alabama habuk pun tarak. kampung gler. ceit.
kalau nk balik kampung ke Alabama amat sesuai dgr lagu 'Sweet Home Alabama' tuh.
Pastu singgah Panama City. ni ok ah. g pantai jap. cantik jugak pantai kt sini. tp air sejuk nak mampos. x dapek ah nk berenang2 katak dlm laut tuh.
main bola sket, amek gambar banyak2, pastu chow.

cut to the main point, kt Tampa ni kterorg nyer main target: pegi Busch Garden.
tehee.
if you want to know more, just click on the rides' name.

1. SheiKra. 

       omg, this the best ride, so far. ader 2,200 feet, 90 degree drop. got on
       this for 2 times. The 1st time, got on front row bebeh. awesome. sangat2
       x sesuai ntuk mereka yg lemah semangat and takut ketinggian.
       meh tgk aper yg aku tgk masa naik ride tuh.
       yes, aku duduk front row. cuak gak masa it stopped for a while before 
       the drop.

   2. Stanley Falls Flume
       ok, ni ride budak kecik kot. agak hampeh. antara water rides kt sini. naik
       naik sbb alang2 in the way. dh bayar mahal2 kan, naik jer ah. basah sket
       baju naik nih. haih. x yah tunjuk ah naik ni camner. haha


   3. Kumba
       ni roller coaster biasa jer. tp byk gak pusing. agak pening la. pas turun tu 
       rasa terhuyung hayang sket jalan. sket jer ah.
       nak experience gak? lai laaaaiii.


   4. Phoenix
       yg ni agak cuak. dia cam, naik atas kapal, pusing2. but, dia bley cam,
       slow and then stop when you're upside down at the peak. ceit. 
       spt biasa, klik kalau nak tgk :P


   5. Scorpion
       roller coaster biasa jep.
       meh duk front row.


   6. Serengeti Train
       yang nih naik train ntuk tgk haiwan yg ader kt situ jer. kterorg naik, then 
       tido. haha. pancit2. recharge kejap kan.


   7. Montu
       ni roller coaster biasa gak, but with a little twist. seat dia lain sket. the
       seats are attached at the head part. so dia nyer rail kt atas.
       I was lucky to got on front seat :D


   8. Gwazi
       wooden roller coaster. I made a mistake when I underestimated this ride.
       ingtkan x takut sngt. bley chill jer naik. skali amek ko. pening kepala kene
       goncang. camni ah aku kene goncang.


   9. Timbuktu 4D theatre
       ni tgk wayang jer, tp 4D. aper 4D tu? haa, tgk movie 3D, but ader effect
       kter bley experience. cam yg ni aku tgk cter pirates, mana part yg cam, 
       ader water splash ke, aku kne splash ngan air gak. mna dtg ntah air tuh.
       basah sket tudung. ceit.


  10. Congo River Rapids
       ni antara water rides kt situ jugak. naik 2 kali sbb yg 1st, dillot x smpat
       naik. yg ni basah lencun. dh la naik masa cam dh nk gelap. sejuk. =.="


  11. Tanganyika Tidal Wave
        water rides jugok. and yes, makin lencun. haih.


pastu balik hotel jalan kaki as hotel agak dekat. parking situ mahal. tp x braper nk dkt jugok. dlm 1 batu. masing2 menggigil sbb basah lencun, sejuk.
tamat la pengembaraan kami kt Tampa. sok sambung lg.

p.s: nak letak gmbo pun malas. haih