orang selalu kata anak bongsu ni untung.
dimanjakan lebih. blah blah.
tapi tahukah anda, kami sentiasa di-compared dengan adik-beradik lain?
both good and bad.
good:
"camne sekolah? grade camne?"
"biasa2 jer. uhuk"
"biasa2? abang awak tu haaaa. blah blah blah. awak mesti buat lagi baik!takkan la x boleh nak beat abang awak tuh!"
bad:
"dah nampak kan akibatnyer? jangan la awak buat camtu"
I can definitely feel the weight getting heavier, each year I get older.
I'm trying my best. I am.
Both academically and in life.
I definitely am.
