fml

seriously.

fuck my life.

Suddenly I fell so deep into the hole-of-feeling-forever-alone.
"would anybody care if I died right in this moment other than my family?"
"would anybody help me if I got into some deep shit?"

"would you care?"

suddenly I feel I've no where to turn to if I need someone.

and whenever I feel that, I'll walk around main campus at night.
all the way to Wilson Hall.
I like the noises that nature made. spotted a few fireflies too.

keep my mind off things.