.trust.

I just realized something. It's not easy for me to trust people.

And I just realized no one had ever gain my full trust.

The highest would probably be 99%

Never 100%.

Not even him. Not even my family. Why? I have no idea.

Maybe I'm just sick of getting hurt.

Yes, I was once been back stabbed by someone I trust the most.

2 of those 'someone' actually.

Since then, I just, build a barrier between me and other people, I guess.

Being extra cautious.

Maybe some of you think you're close to me, you know everything about me.

Trust me, you don't.

I 'change' according to circumstances, to the people around. I 'blend' in.

I don't think anyone really know me.

I just, don't like to be hurt.

Please, I'm a human being. I'm not psychopath,that won't feel anything.

Sometimes, I wish I'm a psychopath. Unable to feel anything.