nak cuti lg.

lbh kurang 3 minggu lagi. Thanksgiving break.
dpt la dlm seminggu lebih cuti. 
Tapi x bley nk enjoy sngt cuti nih. naik cuti, pas dlm 1-2 minggu, final pulok.
But, cuti tetap cuti. keh3.
at least aku nk amek 4 ari. 3 ari nk pegi cabin kat Gatlinburg.
duit xder nih. haih.
cam cari pasal jer nih. hik3. 
makan roti la aku masa pegi Florida bln 12 tu kang.

Halloween

It's that time of the year, in US.

Well, not really, yet. Es de 24 de octubre. 

But, the haunted houses are open now on weekend.

and, for the sake of 'wanting to experience the American culture', me and my friends decided to go to one of those haunted house. and we chose Monster Mountain as it is 'outdoor'.

15 USD. yes, it is pretty expensive, but hey, let's just give it a try.

At the end, that 15 USD was not worth it.

Maybe it was our fault. Masuk skali 10 orang, mmg la x takut kan. Orang depan jer la kena kaw2. Orang belakang relax jer (aku antaranyer la).

I gotta say, setting memang gempak. ader cam, lain2 bahagian. It's outdoor, but then you have to get in a few 'sections' with different theme. Por ejemplo, jln2 sikit dekat luar, then masuk satu umah kecik. Then keluar, jalan sikit lg kt luar, masuk dalam bangunan kecik lain. Setiap 'umah kecik' lain2 theme. Lebih kurang gitu la.

Among favorite, ader satu part tuh cam, bahagian dapur. Shoot, bau busuk dowh. Then ader pak cik gemok nak mampos, pegang parang or something, siap costume, make up sumer, duk dalam dapur tuh. Pastu dia cam, takut2kan la kan (d'uh).

Even though kter tau tu mmg org biasa jer. But dude, suasana tu serious seram.Sumpah pak cik tu really look like someone that will butcher innocent people. haha

Then ader mamat yang pegang chainsaw tuh. Yang nih lawak campur takut. Masa ni jalan kt luar. Then dgr bunyi cam, orang buat bunyi burung tuh. Memang obvious ah tu orang yg wat. Then one of us reply ah, wat bunyi burung tu jugak. "came from there" - sambil tunjuk kt ader cam, 1 pintu. So, sumer orang cam, concentrate kat pintu tuh, diam jer. Tiba2, mamat yang again, siap costume and make up sumer, keluar, pegang chainsaw, dia hidupkan chainsaw tu and gelak jahat. WTF. orang kt depan lari dah. Mamat tu btul2 depan aku. I really hate the sound of that chainsaw. 

Ader gak satu part yang, cam dlm hospital. Bau pun bau hospital. 

Ader clown, of course la kan. That's cliché.

Clown yang comel main "pick-a-boo". haha

Ader cam budak2 ajak main. "Come on in. Let's play" dengan suara yang comel but seram at the same time. Heh, nah. I think I'll passed. :P

Ader cam, rumah yang so fukin' messy. Aku rasa dia mmg guna laundry yang x basuh selama sebulan, letak kat situ. And toilet yang tak flush. =.="
And of course, dalam sumer tuh, ader dinding yang covered with blood. 

Tapi part paling x bley blah, kterorg sesat jap dalam maze yang x braper maze tuh. Haunted house of course la one way. But then ader satu pintu tu cam, x rupa pintu. Kterorg ingtkan ader jalan lain kot. Sampai kterorg keluar ikut satu lubang nih, ngam2 jer badan aku. Aku dah rasa jalan tu x logic as omputih kan besar2, mna muat lubang nih. Rupanyer kterorg dh off track. So, kira kterorg masuk blakang takbir la. "Guys, you got the wrong way" kata salah seekor 'hantu' yang ader kat situ, dengan selambanyer. 

Then kterorg masuk balik kt where we suppose to be, through one of the holes that they used to scared people; to make one of those, sudden appereance. LOL. Pastu dah x takut dah. Dah jumper ngan hantu yang chill jer. LOLOL.

Sumer 'hantu2'  kat situ berjaya gak la buat aku terkejut for a split second. Then it came to me, 'chill jer dowh. orang biasa jer sumer tuh'.

keh3
dekat 30-40 minit gak la dalam tuh.

Oh, ader 1 part tu ader patung hantu yang rupa cam, hantu pocong. What the fuk.

Balik, singgah Waffle House makan waffle. keh3.

Bler pikir balik, kalau masuk dalam tuh cam, 5 orang skali ke maximum, memang cuak gler kot.

Ader aku dgr pasal 1 haunted house ni. katanyer rating no.1.

Torture Factory. Ni pic from the website:

*tak rasa terkejut beruk ke kalau keluar dari pintu tu, nampak bende nih?

Teringin gak. tapi ntah bley sampai ke x. duit xder dah nih sebenarnyer. kuh3.

Ok, dh pkul 6 pg. Tdo2. Subuh dulu.

spanish, japanese, chinese.

Don't you think it's cool to know many languages?
I do. I'm learning spanish right now.
I'm thinking to take japanese class next year and chinese class on senior year.
I'm not expecting to get an A for chinese, so, better I take it as pass/fail course. I just want to learn chinese for fun and to fulfill the open electives requirement.
I'm thinking to take arabic too to fulfill the liberal arts core elective requirement.
But then, I don't have the time to do so. 
It's like I'm minoring in languages. HAHA

p.s: it's fun when you can understand other languages. Right now, if I hear anyone talk in spanish, I can actually understand at least some of it, then I'll just smile to myself :P 
Spanish is like, the second language here in US.
No one would expect that a malay girl could understand spanish. I could :D

ok, x bley kot.

baru 3 bulan berlalu, aku balik kampung bln may sampai bln julai yg lps.

tp dh pikir nk balik jer nih, per cer?

cam x jd jer plan x nk blk thn dpn.

kalau bley nak balik ah. x kira la missed Midwest games and senior farewell party tuh. yg pnting dpt blk. sebulan pun jd aahhh. paling lama ah nih aku bley berthn x balik kampung setahun. x bley more than that.

mak pun seboleh2 nak aku balik gak.

I'm not saying anything but, diorang agak dh berumur. Selagi panjang umur diorang, aku nk spent time ngan diorg la kan. takut jugak bler dipikir2.

Ya Allah, panjangkan umur mereka, amiinn.

insyaAllah ah. hopefully bley dpt keje masa sem Spring nanti. ader la duit nak balik. and nk kne beli corelle yg diidamkan mak tuh. kuh3.

ok, dh decide, kalau boleh, and I'll try my best ntuk membolehkannyer, aku nk balik gak thn dpn.

ok, sedap sket dh rasa hati. study elok2 yer aini.

p.s: tiba2 tringt masa kt mrsm dlu, antara bnde yg decide aku nk blah dr situ ialah aku tgk kalendar and realized aku x bley balik kampung ntuk 3 bulan. now aku kne thn at least sethn. huiyoo.

It's not the end of the world

That was a really hard push to the ground. 
Life was never meant to be easy. 
But I never thought it would be this hard.
I almost give up, entirely. 

But then I thought "hey, it's not the end of the world. You didn't get an A. there's a chance you'll fail this but hey, there's always someone else out there that has a bigger problem." 
If I give up now, things would be worse. I need to take control of the situation.

I don't know how many entries on my blog saying I'm down, disappointed, etc 

Too many, I guess.

Those need to stop.


So, get up, get that dirt off your shoulder, and move forward.
What has happened, happened. I can't turn back the time.
Move forward.




I feel like I'm 'recharged' now after 3 days of hibernating. :D

stop it

I need to stop this bad habit of thinking too much.
It's troublesome. really.

hopeless.

.................................
whatever the end product is, I'll never be the same ever again.

=.="

ok, even though fall break = 4 days, I'm really looking forward for it.
my plans:
sleep. sleep.
watch marathons of House and CSI.
Saw 3D.
Picnic.
sleep some more.
tocar la guitarra. tp Fuad nk guitar dia balik dh. =.="
Halo, kalau tersesat ke bilik atok.


aku rasa x berbaloi nk pegi jalan jauh2 fall break nih. 4 ari jer pun. tdo lg sedap.
ntah kenapa rasa nak post video nih. aku tertarik ngan arctic monkeys ni dulu sbb nama dia cam best jer. now they are among my favorites la :D

ajal maut di tangan tuhan

Baru2 ini tgh kecoh pasal tragedi 10.10.10 kt lebuhraya PLUS tuh.
aq pun tau pas call mak, mak ader cter.
Then ader org post video kt fb. org yg rakam tu mmg antara org yg first sampai site tu la. Accident tu berlaku dkt pkul 7 mlm kan. dlm video tu agak terang ah coz x gelap lg.
MasyaAllah. Mayat bergelimpangan.
Bawah bas yg terbalik tu ader tangan org terjulur. Jalan raya tu basah bukan sbb air tp darah. Ader mayat tu kepala dia hancur. Then ader 1 yg blakang badan dia cam disiat. 
Huuuu, ngeri2.
sampai skrang x bley nk buang imej2 yg aq tgk kt video tuh. deng. berani lg pegi tengok. time tgk tu ok lg. nk tdo kang trbayang2. =.="
But, it really makes me wonder, camner la bas yg besar gedabak tu bley melambung, terbalik, then landing atas 2 kereta.
cuba bayangkan cam dalam movie yg dirakam dr different scene.
yg bas ni bawak laju nk potong keta kt dpn, then terbabas. ok, org dlm bas tu sure ah dh panic sumer. tapi yg kt arah bertentangan tuh. tgh rilek bawak keta, chill jer happy nk balik kampung, tiba2, bedebak. bas ader kt atas. 
Wallahualam. 
x dapat nk bayangkan.
kadang2 bgus gak tgk video camni. rasa insaf. kalau dh ajal, kt mna2 and bler2 masa pun bley berlaku.





T.T

welcome back LP

I've been LP's fan since I am 10, if I'm not mistaken.
and I did memorized 'In The End' song at that time.

@.@

Fall break. 
3 tests between us; Bioscience, Spanish and Math.
I can't wait to meet you.
My plan for the fall break: spend lots of quality time with my lovely, comfy bed.
We did that on regular basis, but, we're gonna spend some special time on fall break like watching House marathon or maybe, starts watching korean drama, NOT.

please fall break, hurry up.


 

adrenaline demand

sy nk naik nih

dan ini

dan semua yg ader kt Cedar Point.
tp keadaan x mengizinkan skrang. kuh3.

sabar aini. lain kali yer.

October

It's 7th of October. 

Fall break next week; only 4 days.

Thanksgiving break next month;about a week.

and about 2 and a half months to winter break.

I'm already looking forward to winter break.

por que I'll be joining the trip to Florida :)

but I'm pretty worried right now as my bank account doesn't look so good.

*cough2

It'll be enough for the expenses but not included shopping.

=.="

last resort: ketuk abah nanti. kuh3.

p.s: 2 more open houses this weekend. last ones! :D

just another weekend, with a little twist.

Friday

open house at kak shima's house.

menu:nasi tomato, ayam masak merah, murtabak, laksa penang, lots of kuih raya.

thank you so much :)

my plate.

laksa penang

murtabak in the making

Saturday.

brunch at Rand. went to Centennial Park for the Culture Festival.

wore a kimono. speak spanish to a mexican guy. wore a mexico hat and played the mexico guitar. hanging out at the Parthenon. Ice skating. tapau some shrimp satay and shrimp tom yum at Satay. planned a prank on Mek Cha; it's her birthday on 3rd October. we only planned this 2 hourse before midnight because she was 'gedik', told a friend that she was sad as no one wished her birthday. dude, it wasn't 3rd October yet here in the US. of course we didn't wish you yet. lol. I made a special belacan mixture water.

she was soaking wet and covered with flour. and it was under 20 degree celcius that mid night. keh keh

in kimono

mariachi

the Parthenon

battle of the titans? hik3

happy birthday mek cha

Sunday.

open house at kak amy's house.

menu: nasi ayam, laksa johor, nasi impit, rendang, lemang, satay., kuah kacang, roti jala, kari ayam, kuih sagu, air sirap, and of course, kuih raya.

went to an asian restaurant at night. 

menu: sweet and sour tilapia, spicy red snapper, fried squid, mixed vege, seafood tom yam, and thai tea.

note: I never felt this full since I got here. haha
thank yoouuuu :)

having my satay :P

what's left of the red snapper and tilapia

it was so much fun indeed. now, I got 2 tests this week and a homework that due on Monday. back to reality.
p.s: 2 more open houses next weekend. yes yes.

ok, starbucks bertambah kaya. =.="

yes, beli starbucks lg ari nih and yes, beli iced green tea latte.

3 ari berturut2. huiyoooo.

tp ari nih aq x terlintas pun nk beli. habis dh meal money. duk diam2.

dh mmg rezeki agaknyer, keluar pintu Stapleton nih jer, terserempak ngan Mimie yg on da way ke Starbucks.

"Teman aq g Starbucks jom," kata beliau.

"erk. aq dh byk kali g Starbucks dowh minggu nih. tp kalau ko nk blanjer.."

"Jom."

*di counter.

"can I get a grande caramel frappucino and .." Mimie mengalihkan pndangannya ke aq.

"iced green tea latte."

"what size?" tanya mak cik counter yg chumel tuh.

aq pandang mimie. "ckp ah ko nk size aper"

"eerrrr, venti" sambil mengukir senyuman yg lebar kt muka aq nih.

kihkihkih

itulah kisahnya bagaimana aq dapat venti iced green tea latte for free ari nih.

and it's friday :D

again, terima kasih mimie :)

p.s: ptg ni ader open house. woot woot.