kuchiwa ah ari nih.

haih.
x tau ah nih imaginasi aq jer ke, but, ckgu spanish racist.
mentang2 ah aq sorang melayu dlm kelas tuh.
baru nk excited blajo spanish. haaaiiiihhh.
kuchiwa thp cipan peringkat ke-18.
knaper aq ckp camtu?
aq jenis yg suker perhati org.
kalau dh sumer org dia dh tanyer, dh ingt nama, aq sorg jer x
obvious ah kan. haih
xper2. 1 sem jer.

first look

I'm thinking to write about how my classes went during the 1st 3 days.So

1st class: Math 175

Lecturer : Rares Rasdeaconu

yes, I know, his name is weird. I don't know where he's from. his accent is a kinda hard to understand. he's weird. I don't really like him. I don't really understand him. But I don't have any other choice. guess I have to read the textbook more to understand the materials. haih.

2nd class: CHBE 161

Lecturer: Clare McCabe

She got this kinda cool, British accent. The class is kinda on a fast track. I'm trying to keep up. Chemical process. wish me luck people.

3rd class: BSCI 110A

Lecturer: Dr.Todd R.Graham

it's a huge lecture. he seems like any other biology professor. nerdy, old, I guess :P

I'm kinda nervous being in this class. Biology is fun to learn. but the fun disappear as you are stressed to memorize everything before tests.

4th class: Spanish 100

Lecturer: Patrick R.Murphy

really cool class. I'm taking spanish! woot woot

he's a really nice guy. really enthusiast in doing his work. 

mi llama aini. soy de malaysia. soy es estudiente. como esta?

muy bien.

hahaha

give me some time. then I'll say more :P

but, my favorite spanish words are always "por que" and "por favor"

If you watched spanish drama before, you would notice how frequent these words are used.

por favor. in HD *messi in that astro's commercial. haha

5th class: MUSC 216

Lecturer: Bryan C.Clark

he's one really cool dude. he's kinda in the music industry. he said he did soundtrack for Project Runway,America's Next Top Model and many television station.


btw, my camera is finally here :)
and it's awesome! :D

hobi baru. again.

hey, I'm a teenager. masih tercari-cari identiti diri. konon nyer la :P

pembelajaran guitar terpaksa ditangguhkn sebab guitar nyer dh dipulangkn kt tuan dia. ari tuh pindah2, aq dh bg balik. nk pinjam balik malas plak sbb tuan nyer duduk jauh. haih.

xper2. target nk beli sejibik guitar kapok bler dpt next elaun nnti.

yosh. guitar electric kemudian cerita. xD

btw, apakah hobi baru tersebut?

jeng jeng jeng

aq rasa obvious kot as dh byk kali aq ckp sblum nih nk beli camera sejibik.

dengan ini saya mengumumkan, selamat sudah sy meng-order sejibik camera Canon Rebel T1i.

ekeke

tu nama US nyer la. kalau kt Malaysia; nama dia Canon EOS 500D

so, hobi baru tersebut adalah photography :D
sy beli camera tersebut bknlah ntuk amek gmbo diri sendri (sambil pegang sendiri camera tuh), mahupun meng-vain kan diri di hadapan cermin besar di tandas.

sy suker amek gmbo pemandangan :D

ari tuh masa pegi chicago ader la bwk main sket camera dslr kwn. seronok :D

trus x sabar nk beli. ekeke
beli dekat university bookstore. mahal sket la. huk3

abah sy marah sy beli camera tersebut tapi dh trlambat as sy bgtau pas dh order.

hehe

so, skrang tgh menunggu ketibaan baby baru tersebut. baby canon.

aawww, chumel nyer :D

tapi lens x beli lg. pki lens 18-55 mm tu jer dlu.

bak kata seseorang, masterkan camera dlu, bru start beli lens :D

order ari jumaat ari tuh. bler nk sampai nih~

pok cik bookstore, cepat2 lah bg sy berita baik eh? ;)

btw, fall semester starts esok. dh x bley poya2 sngt dh. haha

raya? hurm. ntah. x rasa nk raya pun. gmbo raya x amek lg. haih.

x sempat ah nk hntr kad raya camni.

Tau beta pi

I know it's impossible.
Summa cum laude.
The 'cum laude' alone seems really hard for me to reach.
Whoever got this and taking chemical engineering, he/she is pure genius.
But there's nothing wrong in dreaming.

It would be so freakin' awesome to have this hanging on my neck on graduation day.
Dreams. That's why they are wonderful. 
anything is possible in dreams.
you can have dreams in your dreams, maybe. *Inception. really cool movie.


I saw my senior's pictures, wearing this on their graduation day. Genius.
I envy those geniuses. Maybe they worked hard for it, but still, you need a really smart brain to keep up with the hard work.


my objective right now is just to survive, this 4 year.
I'm not aiming high. 
the higher you get, the harder you fall. 
I know what I'm capable of.

back to school.

Fall semester starts this Wednesday.

I don't think I'm ready, but, there's no other choice.

Biology. *gulp

please be nice to me.

xoxo

Chicago

One word to describe this trip: awesome.
hehe
Tujuan asal adalah untuk menghadiri jemputan MSD (Malaysian Student Department) cawangan Chicago, sesi ceramah/motivasi ngan Dr.Rubiah. Org kata dia slalu kuar tv. aq x tau la coz aq x tgk sngt rancangan yg ala2 cakap2, motivasi nih. heh.
Btw, byk gak la yg aq dpt dr program nih. Even though aq tdo on 15% of the program's time. hehe
klu aq ngantuk, aq tdo. x byk hal dh. haha
penat weeeyyyy
ari sabtu pas pindah barang ke bilik baru yg bangunannyer xder lif.
separuh mati aq hangkut sumer brng tuh sensorg.
in the end, you're on your own.
aq malas nk susahkn org. besides, kalu mntk tolong, then nmpk la riak sungguh x ikhlas di muka mereka. lg sakit hati kan?
biarla aq angkat sorg. penat, haper sumer, tp last2, aq puas ati gak bler dh dpt move sumer brng. to those yg tolong secara sukarela, thanks a lot :)
jd incredible woman gak ah. haha
adeh, lenguh2 satu badan.
x sempat rehat, trus g chicago. naik keta.
lama gak. 8 jam drive. fuuuhh.
even though aq bkn driver tp pnt weeyy. duk diam2 8 jam tuh.
driver siap pasang lagu hindustan nk hilangkn ngantuk. suketikaula awe.
Kalau kt luar negara nih, org m'sia byk berkampung kt bndr2 besar. contohnyer Chicago nih.
seronok la dpt jumper family2 m'sia. yg plng heaven, dpt mkn sedap2. free plak tuh.

Terima kasih byk2 pd Director MSD, Dr. Roslan coz bg kami tumpang tdo and tumpang mkn :D
Allah jer yg dpt balas sumer tuh. :)

Pas habis sumer program, kterorg pun plan la nk jalan2.

sambil menyelam, minum air, kan?

so, kterorg bajet  sehari jer la nk g jln2 nih.

ala2 muslimah and the city. phewiiitt :P

dgr cter, parking kt chicago mahal. so, kterorg decide naik keta api.

1st stop: Chicago Bin.

Best la jugak. Best amek gmbo la. haha

serious baru rasa macam duk US, jln2 kt Chicago nih. byk bangunan tinggi.

architecture yg sngt2 cool. aq mnt gak architecture nih tp memndngkn tangn aq bkn tgn seni, so xder la bercita2 nk jd architect. haha

*serious art truk :P

and chicago ni sejuk gak compare to nashville. 

sesuai ah ngan nickname dia 'the windy city'

cool kan :D

gmbo lompat yg wajib diambil. ekeke

2nd stop: Willis tower

ni pun sngt2 cool. antara bangunan tertinggi di dunia. 

architecture dia serious cool. pastu kt skydeck tuh, ader cam, glass ledge. 

kalau diri atas tuh rasa cam, terapung, gayat jer coz kaca jer yg support korg.

aq ader la beli sket souvenir. nk kumpul gelas/cawan and keychain/fridge magnet tuh kt tiap tmpt yg aq visit.

willis tower, antara bangunan trtinggi dunia 

inilah ledge tersebut

3rd stop: Navy pier.
Ni cam, taman tema ah. tp ntuk budak2 nyer jer. rides x seram pun. nk rides yg kaw2, g six flag ah. haaa, sabar2, nnti insyaAllah sampai yer aini :P
naik bende buai pusing2 yg cam kt genting tuh ngan ferris wheel jer.
haaa, ferris wheel dia best. nmpk sumer chicago yg ader kt pesisiran pantai.

kt dalam ferris wheel

4th stop: Kepsi.
yes yes. saat yg ditunggu-tunggu. haha
kami seriang kanak2 ribena ,menuju ke kaunter. aq org ke-5 dlm barisan.
pas 4 org dpn aq beli sebucket ayam kepsi original sorang, tiba la giliran aq.
tiba-tiba, "we run out of chicken. sorry"
apakah?
kenapa semua ini berlaku? kenapaaaaaaa?
but, aq nsb baik coz salah seorg yg dpt beli tuh, roomate aq.
bley la wat muka x malu, 'menepek'
hehe

inilah dia..tp dh hbs dh. huhu

pastu pulanglah kami ke Vandy.
omg, barang x unpacked lg. ces.
jetlag2. haha

hampeh.

Someone please buy me a new laptop. A Sony Vaio maybe, red colored.

Or an Apple Macbook. HP should be ok, I guess.

haha

wish I'm as rich as some people are.

"Daddy, can you buy me a brand new, up-to-date, laptop?"

"Sure do honey." 

Poooff. you got it.

Don't get me wrong. It's not that I'm not thankful with what I had right now.

Just, I'm so freakin' annoyed with this flickering-laptop-screen.

Uuurrggghh.

Why Dell, why do you have to do that rarely-late-delivery, today?

WHY?

sigh.

I decided to take back my laptop, and send it back on Monday, when the parts arrived. Weekend without laptop?

HAH.

It will be so boring, I'm gonna die.

I don't have any HD TV, PS3, XBOX 360, or that cool sound system.

*atok, there I said it. :P

patience aini.

I want to make sure that I'll have enough money until the next sem, before buying any gadget at the Bookstore.

textbooks cost a lot. I bought 3 textbooks recently and it cost me around 400 USD. 

wtf.

I should have just rent it. sigh.

and I haven't buy all of textbooks I need. =.="

I'll sell them later on Amazon and get some cash :P

I'm thinking to get the dslr camera first.

that HD TV and XBOX 360, can wait until next year.

Gotta admit, I really miss playing video game.

I have PSP, but that's not enough.

and I'm kinda like Halo. 

haha

but my favorite is God Of War. But then, I have to buy PS3 to play it.

ppffftt.

I'll buy both.

haha

patience aini, patience.

btw, END of 2nd half summer session. woot woot~

all of those integrating and differentiating. fuuuuhh.

penat.

I'm moving to another room tomorrow. pfftt.

What's worst, that new house don't have a kitchen. Whaaaatt?

How am I suppose to cook Nasi Goreng Belacan when I really craved for it?

T.T

Oh, and I'm planning to go to Chicago this weekend.

Halal Kepsi :D

*it's actually KFC :P

missing someone so freakin' bad.

and I mean, really bad.

:(

vampire.

heh.
aq rasa ni mmg biasa bler dh nk hbs sem.
contohnyer skrang tgh last week ntuk summer session.
sumer warga vandy bertukar jadik vampire. termasuk aq.
haih.
dh confuse dh antara siang ngan malam.
mna x nyer, malam celik jer. siang, pas hbs kelas, trus pengsan.


dh nak pkul 2 pg, mata aq celik jer nih. 
nak tdo laaaaaaaaaaaaa~
pnt golek2, bukak balik lappy. ceit.
nk study malas. kuh3
tp serious cycle tdo dh lari nih. dh braper ari dh tdo 2-3 jam jer malam, pastu siang pun tdo 2-3 jam gak.
total baru 6 jam sehari.
mna tahan weeeyy
penat badan nih. camner ntah nk btulkan.


dah 2 kali tdo ptg bangun pkul 7 mlm, and I thought it's 7 pg.
=.="
siot. kelam kabut aq bgn, nk mndi sumer. pastu rasa pelik, apshal cam gelap jer kt luar coz pkul 7 pg suppose to be terang-benderang kt luar.
summer kan siang pnjang.
nasib baik aq x siap2, g klas trus.
nk mampos g Stevenson Center tuh mlm2? 
freaky gler tmpt tuh. bangunan lama.
hish.


minggu depan, kne btulkan balik cycle tdo.
tp cam mustahil jer coz time cuti, lg la gler2 stay up nyer.
bkn wat aper, main game la, tgk movie la.
haha


lg 1 yg aq pelik, sebelum nih aq whining about x dream masa tdo. maybe sbb asyik pnt jer, so tdo pun nyenyak jer.
tp semenjak-10-menjak nih, mimpi merapek2.
specifically, mimpi pasal berada di tanah air trcinta.
siot.
jgn ah wat aq sdey bgn2 tdo. huhu.


homesick blk la plak kjp. adeh.
maaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk :(
sok skyypppee~
thank god technology dh advance skrang nih.
dpt bertentang muka :)


btw, dh nk masuk bulan ramadhan.
sekejap jer, dh berlalu setahun.
and ramadhan ke-2 sambut kt tempat org.
hopefully, everything will be just fine, InsyaAllah :)


p.s: dh mula belek2 album, nk plih gmbo ntuk hntr ke salam perantauan. hehe.

la lala lala

aha.
aq duk ikut lagu nih. ok la kan. chord yg ader tu pun yg basic2 jer.
but still, terkial2 lg nk tukar2 chord tuh.
kuh3
xper aini.
rilek2.
sket2 yer.
Matt Bellamy pun dh main gitar braper tahun bru bley goreng camtuh.
chill2.


p.s: dh pkul 3.30 pg nih. kuh3. haih,cycle tdo lari lg.

sweet scene.

aha.

ari tuh ader sorang kawan post status yg aq interpret lbh kureng camni ah:

kter dah biasa tgk scene2 yg lovey-dovey kt tv seperti berpegang tangan, berpeluk-pelukan, dan sebagainyer sampai kter rasa sumer bende tu sweet padahal kter luper yg semua tu salah disisi Islam,kan?

aq pun x terlepas dr bende nih.

aiseh.

Astagfirullah. mintak dijauhkan la bende2 camni nih.

serious scene usui ngan ayuzawa dlm maid sama sngt2 sweet. sngt2 kawaii.

aq pasti ader antara awek2 di luar sana yg akan berkata, "kan best kalau pakwe aq wat camtu."

tanpa disedari, tv agak mempengaruhi hidup kter, kan?

kalau dr cter omputih, selain bahasa melayu aq x ksh sngt la.

dh mmg budaya diorg camtu. tapi kalu cter melayu agak menyampah gak la.

ader gak yg nak wat scene kiss la. kononnyer camera trick. camera trick pun, perlukah scene2 tersebut?

gambo dr cter Lagenda Budak Setan. org kata best. yer ke?

eeeewww eeeeww

geli2.

kalau omputih or kt anime, aq mmg rasa scene nih sngt sweet.

tp ntah knaper kalau org melayu yg wat, geli plak tgk.

haih.

renung2 kan dan selamat beramal.

*eerr, motivator kt hot fm tuh x daftar ayat nih sebgi trademark dia kan? pnjm2. heh.

I do give a damn about it.

It's not easy for us to take care of other people's feeling.

But, it's easy for them to hurt yours.

Right?

and some times, I try to act like I don't give a damn.

But I do, actually, I do.

I don't like this feeling.

and today is Friday.

not a good way to start my weekend.

pppfffftttt.