The Middle - Jimmy Eat World

Hey, don't write yourself off yet,

It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on,

Just try your best, try everything you can,

And don't worry what they tell themselves when you're away.

It just takes some time

Little girl you're in the middle of the ride

Everything, everything will be just fine

Everything, everything will be alright, alright

Hey, you know they're all the same

You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in

Live right now, yeah, just be yourself

It doesn't matter if it's good enough, for someone else..

This is one of the song in my latest playlist..Its an old song, actually..

But, I just know about it when I played Rock Band at the Rec Fest before..

credit to Min :D

aahh, I wanna play Rock Band~~

gotta buy a XboX 360, a tv, and the rock-band-thing, at least the drums;I like it very much :D

oh, and dance2 revolution :D

haha..haish..

But I don't need any more distraction, for now..

enough that I have my laptop and my PSP =.="

and my phone.. huk3..

Tic...toc...

haish..

8th May..

come on...

73 days to go..

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuuu~~~

I just, keep going..

shit..

what the f*** is wrong with me??

I keep doing the same darn mistake..

I keep telling myself, stop doing it, but, it still happen..

btw, I think I found a new hobby...

I've been interested in action figure since back in high school but never really had the chance to buy and assemble one..

the picture above is one that I found on ebay..$14.95

Kawaii~~~

hurm..maybe..

yet, another post..2 posts in a day :D

a proof that I'm so f***ed up right now..haish..

have a lot to study but still, here I am, writing a new post.. -_-"

just got an interesting email..

Your Vanderbilt diploma will have the following latin honors if you CGPA is with the given range per the table below.

Remember, when you walk across the stage to get your diploma, your name will be announced with your latin honor.

For example:
John Doe, summa cum laude (friends and family will cheer)

No latin honors :( if < 3.500 (your parents will be embarrased during the graduation ceremony, especially when everyone else is having a latin title announced)
Cum laude if > = 3.500 and < 3.730
Magna cum laude if > = 3.730 and < 3.860
SUMMA CUM LAUDE if > = 3.860 (roughly equivalent to FIRST CLASS HONORS in the British system)

Study hard. Everyone has the ability to get SUMMA CUM LAUDE.

All the best, Doc V.

-__-"

even the 'cum laude' title looks so hard to reach..

'parents will be embarrased'???

now, who won't feel any pressure, reading that?

I'll just aim, for 'cum laude' first..

gotta go studying :D

another post..

aha, a new post everyday late, eh?
doesn't it shows I have absolutely nothing else to do right now?
not really..
I'm just, bored..
even though I have chemistry recitation in 1 hour..and I've only studied half from the chapter that's going to be in the quiz..I don't feel like, studying today,at all..haish..
something interesting took place today..It's E-Week here at Vandy..so, there's some competition..today was robotic competition..I'm not really interested at first, but then, it looks quite easy, so, I gave it a shot..I have to like, maneuver a cute, round robot through a course..It's not as easy as it seems..person with least penalty will wins..but, I managed to finished it with quite impressive score..At first,it was pretty smooth until the part where the turn is kinda hard..I hit 3 penalty points there..then, I hit 5 more at the end of the course...damn..I did got really nervous when the guy with the stopwatch said "1 minute".. haish..
If I just relaxed a lil' and focus, maybe I won't get any penalties and finished it with just 4 penalties...
I was third place until Anas did it and get only 5 penalty points..damn..I'm fourth and no prize will be given.. -_-"
whatever dude, you owe me a t-shirt if you do win first place..I gave you tips before your turn =P

hurm..

" You could be my unintended,

Choice to live my life extended,

You could be the one I'll always love,

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions,

You could be the one I'll always love.."

Since I'll be going to MUSE concert, I've been crazy listening to MUSE songs all the times lately..hehe

and one of them is 'Unintended'.. I post some of the lyrics above..

don't know why, maybe the singer sings it in very emotional tone, but, it feels like, I can feel his emotion.. the story behind this song..It's kinda, sad..

Enough said, I should be studying chemistry for the quiz tomorrow..

Haish...my 'M' disease is coming back!!!go away!!!

I blog a lot lately..hurm..

again, damn...

Haish.. I've just opened mt chemistry textbook to see how much I've left behind(I missed the class 2 times..and fall asleep if I did come) and damn, it is a LOT!!shit!

and I got a quiz on thursday..double shit!!

and the chapter is kinda complicated..triple shit!!

O.o

OMG.. what have I done during the past week, I have no idea..

It is still not to late though..

damn..gotta reserved the whole day tomorrow for chemistry..

wait, I'm not done with mastering physics.. -_-"

Damn....

haish..focus aini, focus!!!

Damn..

Haish..why is my life kinda 'serabut serai' right now??-_-"

I'm super happy about going back home but now I've to change my flight schedule...why?long story..Maybe I could shorten it up a lil' for you:

Really miss my family-want to spend 2 months-Doc V's meeting-blah blah blah-on 2nd thought, maybe he's right -__-"-damn.-wanna play safe-so, just 1 month.

But, here's the thing: I've booked my ticket..

I want to change the date for the flight from Malaysia-Nashville a month earlier..

Just found out something: the penalty charge is $200. WTF?!

Damn..but there is another option..Go back to Malaysia first, then contact the Singapore Airlines ticketing agent there, ask to change schedule..It might be free..at least that's what the ticket-guy told me..Haish..this will means one more thing: going back to Nashville ALONE!

I don't know if I can handle that..I mean, I've traveled by bus alone before to KL a lot of times but this is different..I'm travelling half around the world alone!I'm not sure my dad will allow that but, do I have any other choice?haish..

If it is too difficult, then I'll just, stay at home for 2 months, just like my original plan..haha xD

huk3..'Its complicated' -_-"

But on... well, I don't remember how many times I think about this, I really don't know..

I would really love to spend if I could, the whole 3 months of summer back at home..

aaaahhhh~~~miss all that a lot!!!

most of my friends already said they want to treat me..hehe

bowling, eat, movie..aaaaahhhh~~~~(^^,)

My brother already owe me 2 treats..haha :D

One more thing..I just bought my ticket to........(drum rolls please...)

MUSE CONCERT!!

wooooottttt wooottttt~~~

MUSE:The Resistance Tour :D

at first, I don't want to go...because I'm kinda broke..hehe..flight ticket is really expensive, you know..I'm just, lucky that my dad can support me..and I just got extra money from working with Doc V last winter break..I thought it's going to be not so much because the work is really easy, just type in directory..pretty lean back..my total income:$173..alhamdulillah..

so, I got extra money and I decided to spend it on concert ticket..haha :D

I mean, it's MUSE!Maybe this is an opportunity in a lifetime..they never been to Malaysia before, if I'm not mistaken..

enough writing here, gotta go study..hehe..adios!

I'm a bad blogger..

yup..I admit that..I mean, my page sucks(I don't know how to customize it, and it looks complicated, so, I gave up xD), no pics (I'm too lazy to upload some, or find some).. in a nutshell, I'm sucks at blogging.. that's why nobody reads my blog.. and I'm fine with that..

I don't really care about how many people visit my blog, I just write blog for fun, and to like, express my feeling.. and probably, to kinda train my fingers to type faster..haha :D

hurm, that's it.. I'm not really in the mood to type much.. chow!

Craziest night ever!

5th of February, Friday.

Rec Fest at Vanderbilt Recreation Center:

First, YM anyone that are planning to go.

But then, I ended up going there alone -_-" but thanks to Meon, I found him in the middle of the journey :D

Arrived at the Rec Center. First thing first, eat. We're at the rec center but they were serving pizza. haha :D

Ate 2 cheese pizzas.. Lots of games available. First: Basketball shoot. Try to get 6 successful shoot over 16 trials, get a free t-shirt. I got it :D

Second : Dance Dance Revolution. Play that a LOT. jumping around, following to the arrows ;P

Am still can't beat me in this. LOL xD

Third : Daytona. I think I was the only girl played that game. haha :D not bad. I was first until I crashed just before the finish line -_-"

Fourth : don't know what else to play. Run on the treadmill for a while.

Fifth : Rock Band baby! XBOX 360. It was awesome! Maybe we could have our own band, Am, Dan and Fuad :D

Almost 11 pm. We're done.

Walk back to Commons.

The Commons : Golden Ticket Ball

At first, I just wanna go take my meal plan, but then, we got into the party.

The decorations were awesome! Lots of CHOCOLATE and sweets served. Willy Wonka's themed. Ate strawberry with chocolate, choc fudge, cakes (all the sweats at the Rec Center before, just, wasted ;P)

Photo booth. FREE. Took quite an amount of crazy pics.

Loud musics. Dancefloor. DJ. I was just, looking around, maybe moved my head and hip a lil' ;P

That's it. There's no way I'm getting in that crowded, crazy, dancing, group-of-people.

Ate more sugar. 12 am, tired, decided to go back home.

Shower, update status on facebook, having sugar high right now O.o

Tired, but, one of the most random, craziest, tiring night ever!

And it's weekend!So, can wake up late tomorrow ;P