tired.

I'm so fucking tired with this drama, I don't give a fuck about it anymore.


hey, yes, I know, everything is my fault.
it's ALWAYS my fucking fault.
I'm seriously getting used to that. 
"oh, nah, you don't have to feel guilty or anything. it's my fault. let me take the heat for you. go ahead, have fun. don't worry about it. I got your back"


I seriously don't give a damn anymore.
I've always try my best to be the very best to everyone. 
no matter how hard I try, people will say I'm bad after all.


So, here's what I came up with.
instead of people saying I'm bad, even though I'm trying my best to be good, I'll be bad.
I'll be bad for good.
I'll be the most bad ass motherfucker that everyone want me to be so badly.


Oh, hell yeah.