Harder Better Faster Stronger

Work it harder,

Make it better,

Do it faster,

Makes us stronger.

More than ever,

Hour after,

Our work is,

Never over.

I don't need SEX, The School of Engineering fucks me ALL the time.

I found this on facebook's group and it's kinda interesting, I should say :P

and funny!xD (if you know what I mean :P)

There's 40 of them but I'm just gonna list out the ones that I think associated with me.

1. You enjoy pain.

2. You know vector calculus but you can't remember how to do long division.

3. It is sunny and 70 degrees outside, and you're working on a computer.

4. You think in "math".

5. You laughs at jokes about mathematicians.

6. You have to bring a jacket with you, in the middle of summer, because there's wind-chill factor in the lab.

7. You consider ANY non-engineering course "easy".

8. You have a habit destroying things in order to see how they work.

9. You have never backed up your hard drive.

10. Your favorite James Bond is "Q", the guy who makes the gadgets.

and I also found this:

Top 10 Reasons to date Engineer:

1. The world does revolve around us... we choose the coordinate system.
2. No "couple" enjoy a better "moment".
3. We know how to handle stress and strain in a relationship.
4. We have significant figures.
5. We understand the motion of rigid bodies.
6. Projectile motion: Do we need to say more?
7. Engineers do it to specification.
8. According to Newton, if two bodies interact, their forces are equal and opposite.
9. We know it's not the length of the vector that counts, but how you apply the force.
10. WE KNOW THE RIGHT HAND RULE!

haha

go engineers!lol

I need to pull myself together now.

Damn.

That's all I can say about my performance right now.

I'm doing much worse than I thought.

Especially in chemistry. Make things worse, I'm majoring in chemical engineering.

How can I move on if my chemistry sucks?

Damn.

I think for quite a while this evening, and, gotta admit, there's a point where I was thinking, 'I can't do this. I've screwed up in this semester. I'll do better next semester'.

But then, that sounds familiar. Oh, right, I was thinking the exact same thing during last semester too!

=.="

Now I'm kinda, giving up.

The thing that prevent me from giving up is my mom&dad.

Sometimes, I'm afraid, of the responsibilities that I have on my shoulder.

The hopes of my family, my friends, and of course, the tax-payers.

Can I really do this?Can I really pull this off?

God, please, be with me.

Missing everyone and everything.

By the time I'm writing this, 46 days more to go 'till 8th of May; the day I'll be on my way back home.

Each day, I'm getting more anxious, waiting for that day to come.

Sometimes, feels like, I can't take this anymore. I want to go home, NOW!

But, that's impossible. I have my responsibilities here, as a student, and a daughter.

I really miss everyone, especially my mom and dad.

They're always in my mind, 24/7.

I keep thinking: are they fine?what are they doing now?

God, I really miss them so much! T_T

On the ground floor of my house; Stambaugh House, the walls are filled with family portraits, taken on the day we moved in. Sometimes, I'll stop and look at a picture, and imagining me with my mom and dad in the portrait. Gotta admit, at first, it really hurts seeing those pictures.

It still hurts, every time I walk through the hallway. But, there's nothing else I can do.

That's the challenge of studying abroad. I won't be able to see my family often.

Seriously, I miss them soooo much T_T

Hate this feeling.

Quick Post-I'm feeling kinda, a lil' uneasy right now. I have no idea why.

Awesome is MUSE

aha, took that from anas' facebook status :P

But he was right though. Awesome IS Muse.

My first concert: Muse:The Resistance Tour 2010, live in Nashville, Tennessee.

It was super-freakin'-AWESOME!

no exact word can really explain my feeling..

I was just, blown away~~

I got there at 8.30 pm..at first I thought we were kinda late but it was perfect.

Bought a t-shirt first. Cost me $32. but, I don't really think it's a waste coz I really love that shirt and probably I was too excited about being at Muse' concert.

But, I bought the ticket pretty late, so, my seat was kinda, way back :(

but still, since Sommet Center is not really big, I can see the stage clearly.

After waited until 9 pm.. The lights were off..

Finally.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, MUSE!!!

enough talking, pictures~~

The shirt that I bought. Cost me $32.Love it!

I love the lasers!The lighting was so cool!

While waiting, picture! This is kinda, to prove that I was there. haha :P

Matt Bellamy!!I was hoping he would wear the red skinny though. lol

The cool stage set-up!

I recorded some of my favourite songs. But, the quality is just, ok la. I found better ones in youtube. So, here they are:

The opening!It was so cool!I was just, really excited and then, the curtain dropped and there they are!!!

Uprising

Among my favourite. Stockholm Syndrome

Hysteria

It was about, 2 hours.. I knew most of the songs that they played. So, sing along, of course!:P Only one or two that I didn't know. Now, I'm really addicted to Muse!lol

I had so much fun that night!!Thanks to at0k for the cab :P

Can't wait to be back home.

8th of May 2010.

11.15 am : Get on flight at Nashville Metropolitan Airport.

1.12 pm : Arrived at Houston Intercontinental Airport.

5.40 pm: Departed from Houston Intercontinental Airport.

10th of May 2010. (I'll miss 1 day..hurm..but I'll get it back when I get back here :P)

5.45 am: Arrived at Singapore Changi Airport.

7.10 am: Departed from Singapore Changi Airport.

8.05 am: Arrived at KLIA!

by the time I'm writing this, 56 days until Balik Kampung. :D

I can't wait!!!!

After 11 months, I can finally be with my family again.

I miss my mom, dad, brothers, and sister so much!!and Boyot :P

aaahhh, please don't die before I come back Boyot..hang in there!

First thing I wanna do when I see my family at the airport: hug my mom and dad and won't let go for the whole day. :P

why did I think so much?

and the problem is, I think too much about something that is, not really important..

and it consumed lots of my energy..damn..wish I think that much about physics..really need that now..haha xD

but, to those that got my 'merapek' message, that's the result of this 'thinking'..

sometimes, it just, popped in my head..those questions, thoughts..

someone ask me a question before but only now I give a thought about it..

the question is: selalu ke percaya ckp orang?

hurm..maybe.. tell you a lil' smthg about me..

I can't resist any 'pujukan' from anyone..especially from salesman..

why?I have no idea..

maybe I got it from my dad..that's why he lost thousands of ringgit in those cepat kaya skim..

damn..he should spent those on me..haha xD

and that's also why I've been 'scam' twice here..haish..

maybe it's, sympathy..I mean the salesman try really hard, explaining this and that, demonstrate, want to get me to buy their stuff..and as a result, I will..

haish..'scammers'

but still, my thought was just, 'let them..what goes around, comes around..'

Am I too nice?

nope, I don't think so..there was time where I did something bad and I felt good about it..

like, when I was in form 5, someone kinda, messed with me..I was so upset, I took his bag, took out all of his stuff, hide them in different places, including his bag, during recess..

when he realized that, he was like, asking everyone, "where's my bag?"

when he asked me, I just said "don't know, don't care" while looking straight in his eyes.. after that, I just smiled, satisfied-ly and walked away..

gotta admit, I like that satisfying feeling..ahaha

pdn muka ko..cari psl lg ngan aq..

that's why I always said, if you're nice to me, I'll be 100 times nicer to you..but, if you're bad to me, I'll be 100 times worse to you..

muahaha :P

yes, I do have my own 'dark side'..

and please, do not force 'it' out of me..you don't want that, trust me :P

that's all folks!

it just, suddenly crossed in my mind..and I'm in 'typing' mood :P

gotta go to sleep..adios!

p.s: maybe it was because of that 'scam' at opry, where I wasted about $40 on something that shouldn't cost me that much?damn salesgirl..lol

and the unlucky guy I mentioned above, he spent about, few hours, searching for his stuff..sorry dude!:P

Fun!

In the last post, all I talked about was how sad, depressed and down I was..

But this time, is all about how I enjoyed my spring break..I want to forget my sadness for a while.. even though I still need to face it again after this break..damn..

Anyway, here are what happened.

Day 1(Friday) : Trip to Green Hill Mall. Shopping..more to 'window shopping' to me as I didn't buy anything..G-rah, Syifaa and Ifa spent quite an amount..missed our bus, so, have to take cab..damn, cost us $11..It would be free if we didn't missed the bus..

Day 2: STU(Sure The Unsure) program..pretty good..until I got confused in the 2nd slot..what the hell was that guy talking about?=.=" again, went to Green Hill Mall..this time, I watched Alice in Wonderland in 3D..I gotta say, it was pretty disappointed.. The fight scene was too short..

Day 3: was sleeping until *kring~~(the phone).. Atie: Aini, wake up!get here and help us out. Me:yes maam. So, lazily woke up, took my shower and off to atie's room.. Help in making sandwiches.. Then, we had picnic!Nasi lemak and sandwiches in the menu.. We also played tuju selipar!ahaha, and THAT was so much fun!!:D

Day 4: went for bubbletea at Fat Straw..ordered black milk tea ice blended and omg, it tasted just like mamak's teh ais!haha..I miss teh ais so much!!

then had bbq that night..thanks to the guys, for preparing the food..It was superb!(maybe because I was starving, so, I just, balun. :P)

next stop, karaoke!!ahaha..I never actually karaoke with mic before :P

we shout and scream in the seminar room until 2am..wow..

Day 5: shopping, again!at Opry Mall..this time, I spent about $100 and none of the stuff I bought was for me...all of them are for my family..and I'm not done yet..haish..

broke already~~

Day 6 - end of spring break: enough fun, back to reality:study.

maybe, bowling at Strike and Spare on Friday?:P

we'll see..till then, adios!

Spring Break :D

aaaahhhh, finally, the break I've been waiting for..

wo0t w0ot~~~

on the 2nd day of break: wake up at 1.30 pm..

hehe

I got an invitation from the upperclassmen to join them in a southwest trip.

Panama beach-New Orleans-Houston-Dallas

I was eager to join..

Space Center Houston, Six Flags..

aaaahhhhh, roller coaster!

I need my dose of adrenaline!

I have confirmed it, until I see my chemistry test result.

T_T

OMG, it was a disaster T_T

This happened to me all times. I got pretty good marks on first one, well, not really, but it is okay to me, then I'll crashed and burnt on the 2nd one..

and I realized another thing too..

My physics' lab sucks!!!

T_T

I'm doomed..

So, I canceled it..I don't want the same thing happened to my upcoming physics test..

T_T

That's it..my break is over..

I don't have the desire to enjoy the break anymore..

..................................................(speechless)

sick..homesick..;'(

haish..I think I'm getting sicker now..

new symptoms: flu and cough

-__-"

and when I get really sick, I get really homesick too..

huhu

I wanna go home!!!!

Just skyped with my mom..I just, want to like, 'manja' with her, just like I used to when I got sick, back at home..

And probably, that was not a good idea since I just make her worry..

and both of us trying our best to hold our tears..

I tried to cover it by saying, "It's just, misty eyes, maybe because of the fever"

But she knew it wasn't really because of that and her eyes started to get misty too..

Damn..

But, I still did my best to hold my tears.. I'm sorry mom =(

when I clicked the 'end call' button, my tears were just, gushing out..

I can't hold it anymore!!

T_T

I wanna go home!!

Make things worse, my class is 8am in the morning tomorrow and I have physics lab..non stop from 8am-12.30 noon!

God, please, be with me.. T_T