I'm fine people!!

Hola! Just want to clear some things up..

Well, not really, but nothing to worry about..

You all know me, right? Yeah, I fell, but I woke up again, and stand on my feet again..

No sweat!

This thing just really bother me for a while..

Just, for a split second, I feel like, I'm in such a mess..

then I realized, hey, I'm not this vulnerable..

I'm strong.. I've been through a lot in my life..

This small thing won't hurt me even a bit.

Move on!

All of it is not in my control.. If this how it is written to be, then, I'll just accept it..

God know what's best for me..

Now back to chemistry~~~

just, 'typing' around...

haha..I should be studying right now..sorry Doc V..I'm seriously not in the mood to study right now...sigh..

hurm, what else do I want to wroite?I don't know..haha..

I just, wanna type something but don't jnow what to write anout..so, here I am, babbling around~~~

ah~~~

it has been a while since my last p0st..I've been s0 busy, even n0w..but I decided to take a sh0rt break fr0m studying and just, write something...I even forget my password for accessing this..haha..

Hurm, as y'all know, its Raya right now...but I don't feel anything..If Im in Malaysia, I would be busy visiting family and friends...eat a lot and collect Raya money..haha..but here in the State, nothing...I don't even get any holidays..sigh..

miss my family a lot..thank god I could skype with them...

There's a chemistry test this Thursday..wish me luck on that..I don't want the thing happened to me in my Calculus test, happen twice..It was SO bad..huhu...There's a rumor I'm the highest in the class but even if that's true, I'm not satisfied with my marks..huhu..I'm SO dead..Doc V would want to talk to me, push me to work harder..I don't like that...please don't be t0o 'pushy'..

hurm..what else..when will JPA wired my allowance money??!!c0me on..I'm so br0ke right now..I need to buy stuff...huhu..

I need to save though..wanna buy an I phone and go to a vacation to interesting places in the States..I'm thinking to go somewhere during winter break....NYC, maybe...but first, gotta save enough money..haha..and I also have to save to go back home next year..I need to get back home!!!

I've put some weight..okay, maybe QUITE some..huhu..I need to diet so when I get back home, I can put some more, eating all of the malaysia f0od..miss all of that s0 much!!!I just, wanna eat my mom's cooking..There's no way I'm going to eat pizza..I'm sick of pizza...

That's it f0r now..gotta continue my study for the test..ad!0s!!

I got a brand new lapt0p!!!!!!

I've been really, REALLY busy, that why I didn't update my blog....that was because I have to go to the computer lab, which is quite far away fr0m my d0rm to finished my assignments...but not any m0re!I just got a brand new lapt0p!!wuhuuuuu!!
n0t just any lapt0p, a DELL LATITUDE E6400 lapt0p!!
its really c0ol!!
At first, i thought we gonna get one of those stupid lapt0p, those cheap, basic-stuff-lapt0p..
but then, its a really c0ol lapt0p!!
i'm s0 freakin' happy right n0w!
and i can't wait to make a video call t0 my m0m!!!
but n0w i'm busy facebook-ing or im-ing, so, i'll write more later..
oh, check out my pics at photobucket.com/nuraini
peace, out!

I'm here!!!

Yup..I know,I know..I've been here for 4 months and 0nly n0w I have the time to write a new p0st....even though I should start writing my biomedical lab report..haha..it was s0 c0nfusing..huhu..

Let's get started..first thing first, that picture was taken at KLIA, l0oking g0od huh?haha xD....0n 13th of June, I g0t 0n the flight at 9.45 a.m...few h0urs later, we arrived at the taipei airp0rt...hang ar0und for a while, for ab0ut 1 and a half hour, i think...we g0t back int0 the plane, 12 h0urs later (I know, it was a l0ng j0urney!), we arrived at Los Angeles airp0rt..We were there for ab0ut 10 h0urs, waiting f0r 0ur next floght t0 chicag0..at ar0und 10 p.m(local time), we g0t on the plane to chicag0 and then to nashville..we g0t here at 9 or 10 a.m (d0n't remember) l0cal time...the time difference between here and Malaysia is -13 hours..kinda weird c0z when we t00k 0ff fr0m KLIA, it was 13th and then when we're at LA, after ar0und 18 h0urs, it was 13th t0o, m0rning..haha..g0ing back to the past?(what the heck am I saying??)

Let's talk ab0ut what happened on plane..n0thing much...for the flight fr0m KLIA to LA, my seat was actually in the middle secti0n..then I changed my place with s0me0ne(didn't really have the chance to talk with him) which is seated at the wind0w...It was awes0me!!

That's the picture I t0ok fr0m my wind0w..the cl0uds are s0 beautiful ^_^
I had my 'brunch' and dinner on b0ard...when the flight attendant brought me the f0od, it l0oks s0 delici0us but it was not!it was just, 0kay...I mean, I was really hungry, s0, just ate it..h0k3..

I only have the picture of the 'brunch'..

hurm...d0n't kn0w what
else t0 talk ab0ut...I'll just p0st s0me m0re pictures ^_^

I was having my breakfast at the Chicag0 airp0rt..I had a blueberry muffin, and a cup of h0t ch0c0late (Dunkin' Donuts)..

This one was taken at the Chicag0 airp0rt t0o...I really l0ve the dec0rati0ns..It's c0ol, right?

I think that's it f0r n0w...I'll p0st more when I have time..ad!0s!!

I have no clue!!!

I have an essay to finished but i have no idea what to write!!!!
Its about computer technology which i know nothing about it..
huhu...so, here i am, away from the microsoft word..haha..
WTF???no way..got to finished it..huhu
adios!

100 truth

001. Real name → Nur Aini
002. Nickname(s)→ Ainie
003. Zodiac sign → Virg0
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Tadika Kemas
007. Middle School →Smk Tunku Abdul Rahman Putra, Kulai
008. High School → Same as above
009. College School → Vanderbilt University, School of Engineering
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short hair → Short
012. Loud or Quiet → Haha… You think?
013. Sweats or Jeans → SWEATS!!!
014. Phone or Camera → both ^_^
015. Computer freak → not really..maybe
016. Drink or Smoke? → NO!!!!!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Ehem..
055. Waiting for → graduate my studies

FUTURE: 058. Want kids?→ I'm n0t even married yet!
059. Want to get married? → yeah..s0meday..when i've met my mr.right..hehe
060. Careers in mind → I take engineering, so, engineer la..

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes la..
070. Shorter or taller? → in between...haha
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic AND spontaneous..xP
073. Look or Sincere→ sincere
074. Sensitive or loud→ both.
075. Hook-up or relationship → I have no idea.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → What?!

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Fight → yup
081. Ran away from home → No. never.
082. Become a play boy → haha..nope
083. Killed somebody → Why should I?
084. Broken someone's heart → ab0ut t0..muahaha
085. Been arrested → WTF??for what?
087. Cried when someone died → Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 089. Yourself → Yes.
090. Miracles → yes and no. Depend on situation.
091. Love at first sight → Kinda like, those l0ve st0ry..don't really believe it..
No. 092. Heaven → yeah
093. Santa Claus → nope
094 Tooth Fairy → heard of it but didn't believe it..just like Santa Claus
095. Kiss on the first date→ ehem...(blushing) no la..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yeah, my bf..but only right n0w c0z i'm b0red..haha..enj0y chatting with him..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yup!
099. Do you believe in God → Absolutely
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people.

USA here I come!

on the day i'm writing this, there's only about 2 days more....i'll get on the flight to LA on saturday...sigh...
i'm excited but scared at the same time..
1 question that keep playing in my head is 'can i survive there?'
i kn0w i sh0uld think p0sitive, but it is true...

forget about it..i'm going to United State Of America!!!!!wuhuuuu!!!

b0r!ng...

sigh....i'm so bored right now..totally had no idea what to do...sigh...
so,just writing this post for fun..hehe...

Is this for real?

Hurm....for some reason, I feel like, I'm dreaming...about going to United State Of America..
I'm very happy and thank God for this oppurtunity but, its just, to g0od to be true...
I only got 9 A's in SPM...compared to other applicants that I think mostly got 10A's...
I'm not really active in co-curricular activity...During the interview, I was very sick..
Fever,cough,flu,sore throat...I even lost my voice...Very difficult for me to talk...
Each time I talked,I coughed....My english speaking was bad...really bad,I think...
Maybe my character made the interviewer liked me...I did made them laugh ^_^..
Afteer the interview, the moment I stepped out of the room, my first thought was 'Its over...There's NO WAY I'll get the scholarship..'

On 29th of May, when I was in the camp, I was having my lunch when a trainer called out loud my ID number..'A32!!!'
Mr.Azmi told me my parents came..I was like 'Huh?'
My Dad just smiled when I walked towards him, shook my hand and say 'Congratulations!'
I was like, 'huh?for what?'
My mom smiled and say 'you got the JPA scholarship'
I was like 'oh, okay..where?' c0z I remembered during the interview, when the interviewer asked me 'where do you want to go?' I simply answered 'I don't really care....anywhere...'
My dad said 'United State of America'...
I was speechless...I mean, after I walked out of the room, I never think about it again...Not even a bit of h0pe that I'll get it...

I really thank God for this...

At first, my mom wasn't agree about me going to continue my study abroad..even before I filled out the form..
But then she told me that my brother said to her 'Let her(me) go...this is an oppurtunity of a lifetime..there isn't any of our family, relatives that get any chance like this..'
Then,she decided to let me go....but only for a while..4 years to be exact..
I have less than 3 weeks here in my home country....My mom started to show that she don't want to be apart from..huhu..which makes me kinda sad..

I promise I'll try my best there.....I'll try to get rid of my 'lazyness' even though I know that will be tough..hehe..

I still haven't shop for new clothes...just bought a big bag...lots of stuff to think about...sigh..

United State Of America, here I come!

USA, here I come!!

So hard to believe this!!I got the JPA scholarship!!OMG!!!
haha....
I don't really have time to write right now..
I'll be going to Vanderbilt University in Nashville,Tenessee
I'll be flying on 13th of June..
Taking Bachelor Of Engineering, meaning I'm gonna be there for 4 months..

that's it for now..adios!

I'm loving it!^_^

After I got used to the life here in the camp, I'm starting to love it!I enjoyed almost every moment I spent in the camp...

First, I got LOTS of new friends..40-50 people, I think....especially trainee that are in the same company as me, Alpha...I love living in dormitory..In my dorm, there are 13 wirawati (girl trainee)...3 chinese, 10 malays...we're like, one big happy family..like sisters ^_^

The best about all of them is we like to have fun and make jokes!So, can you imagine how my dorm can be 'out of control' sometimes?And that's my dorm alone..For Alpha company, we have 3 dorms...sometimes, wirawati from other dorm come to my dorm....We share a lot of things together...especially food...If you opened a packet of potato chips, you'll only get a few....kinda sucks but I don't know why I love it...Sometimes, if we get hungry in the middle of the night, we'll ask our company's coach, Mr.Carlos to buy us food....Can you imagine we ate fried rice, tomyam noodles at 12-1 a.m, in darkness 'cause we have to switched off all lights on 12a.m?Haha...



I don't remember the date but we have watersports race...kayak to be exact..I represent my company for single-kayak..and guess what?I won!haha...I've played kayak only once before... It was quite far and since we kayak in the sea, I have to 'fight' against wave...On the way back, I was actually kinda stopped for a while 'cause I'm very tired..then I heard my friends cheer for me..'Come on Ainie!!Just a lil' bit more!!You can do it!!' I pushed myself to the limit...and I won!

Wuhuuu!!I was actually still not fully recovered from fever when I was doing this...Since that I won, I was selected to represent the camp for single-kayak...I was in the 'watersport team'..We have to do PT everyday...4 times a day to exact...On the first session, felt like I'm going to die..seriously..but after a few session, I started to like it and my body felt much healthier...

But then, bad news..the watersport was cancelled because of the lake that's going to be the venue of the race, has some sort of problem...damn it!huhu...alll that training for nothing...wait, not really..my body has become fitter for sure..

I also participated in sports..netball and futsal to be exact...the results were not very good...But what I can say is, we've done our best..I injured my right feet on the first netball match..It still hurts today, and it has been 2 weeks..weird..I'll ask my mom to massage it later..

On 30th of April, there was another competition...Obstacle Courses Competition....Each company has to choose 25 trainees,and I'm among the chosen one...we have to climb over wall, walk on swing board, monkey bar, tarzan swing, crawl under the spike-wire and crawl in a small tunnell...I passed all obstacle except for the tarzan swing..huhu..My hands already tired 'cause of the monkey bar...but Alpha wirawati got first place!Wuhuu!!I mean, all the pain I had on the next morning, its worth it..



I really love my life in the camp..there were lots of other activities that I've done but I'm too lazy to write all of them..haha...only the big events...



But, too bad..I have to signed out early out of the program...what?!huhu..

I got an offer of scholarship from the government to continue my studies abroad...Of course I'm very happy with it but I wished I could finished the National Service program..huhu...I won't have the chance to use the M 16 weapon, do survival in jungle, learn navigation by using map and compass...huhu...why do they planned all the great-adventerous activities on very last weeks?huhu...

just accept it....maybe I'll do all that in the future...



On my last day, it was so sad!All of my friends actually stopped me at the dormitory gate and said 'please don't leave,, Ainie'...they huged me, hold my hands...sang songs...All of us cried together..OMG..my tears started to appear right now..huhu..



I had so much fun there..I love all my friends there..Miss you guys so much!!huhu...

Not to mention all coaches that are close to me..Mr.Carlos, Mr.Amin, Ms.N....

Love you all to death!

Not bad...wait,its bad but..hurm....

On 19th of March, I woke up early to get ready and went to the 'pick up' point..
When I got there, there was so many people...After I registered myself, I got on the bus..I also met a few old friends which is kinda a relief to meet people that I know...
I arrived at the camp at around 2.30pm..

After that, I have to go through some basic medical check-up...then I got into my dorm..not bad....enough for me to say, I can sleep well...
I repacked all my stuff..put them into the locker..
At first, I don't really have any new friends cause everyone were like, a little snobbish and you know,ego..
But on 2nd day,I started to make friends and the number grew since then!Now, I have LOTS of new friends!haha...and most of them are kinda have quite same personality like me; funny,happy-go-lucky..felt like we know each other for months even though we've just met a week ago..

On the first week, we didn't really do much...just attend classes..'Character Building' classes..
~~~b0r!ng~~~
but still, the classes did help in improving my confidence and character..which is good..
I sleep quite a lot in class..hehe..still can't get rid of that...xP
The real challenge began on the second week...we have to march..we move around a lot..
The camp is quite huge..Its really tiring..
The food..not bad..I mean, I don't have any other choice..just eat it..haha..

All of the trainees were divided into 4 companies: Alpha, Bravo, Charlie, Delta...
I'm in the Alpha Company..What I like about being in this company is we are at the front line..so, every meal time, we going to take the food first =)haha

What I seriously hate is that we have to march, stand under the hot sun for hours..OMG...
Only god knew what we're going through..Many trainee fell sick including me..
Sometimes, even if just a few trainees were late, all of us get punished..
Then, the coaches there keep babbling,talking about discipline and punishment, while standing under the sun....sigh..
Last saturday,we have to wash the floor of our dorm..so, we have to move all beds and lockers out to the soccer field which is about 70m away...felt like, my shoulders going to dislocate everytime I carried them..the next day, my whole body was in pain..huhu..
good thing we don't have any program on sunday..just sleep and rest..hehe
Everyday, the earliest I could go to bed is at 11.30pm..Then, have to wake up at least at 5.00 am, which I rarely did at home..In my dorm,I'm always the last one to wake up..hehe..handwash the dirty clothes...
At 6.15am, we have to exercise..jog for a few kilometres, along the beach..
sigh....

But still, there's a few bright sides...Last friday and saturday, I was chosen to join a community service program..helping the locals for an event...Helping the elders...Chat and make jokes with them...My job was to deliver food to the guest and wash the dirty dishes..
Suprisingly,it was fun =) but I was really exhausted at the end of the day..
We also did Earth Hour program, turned off all lights from 8.30 to 9.30pm...light up candles..There was also some performance organized by the trainee here..

This week, we're having water activity..kayak,rafting...but I won't be able to do that cause I'm home right now..huhu..

At first, I did face some difficulties..strict rules...but after a while, I think I'm okay...I'm kinda getting used to it..Hopefully, I can face and do whatever challenges ahead....Everytime I wear the camouflage uniform, feels like, I'm really a soldier..xD
not that I want to become one..

hurm..that's it for now..I'll write more when I've the chance to get back home again..
Till then,bye!

...............

sigh..it's time...
National Service......-_-''
At first,I'm okay with it but now..
I'm not sure..kinda have like, 'mixed' feeling about it...
I'm quite a lazy-person....
I'm very lazy to packed my clothes and stuff right now...sigh...
I'm looking forward to do the physical training activities though..
I always wanted to learn martial art before..I'll have the chance to learn hand-to-hand combat there..kinda like taek-kwan-do, I guess....
I will even have the chance to use the M-16 COLT weapon!
Whoa...this going to be like, once in a lifetime experience...
But the classes,lectures....
~~~~b0r!ng~~~~~
To my friends and families, you guys know how I'll be in classes and lectures,right?
haha...ZzZzZzZz
Hurm..guess I just have to face the music......
Wish me luck!
Oh,I'll bring along a phone but not my Sony Ericsson phone..
just a cheap, stupid, 2nd phone..I don't want to risk my real phone from being stolen..
I did lots of effort to get that phone and I'm not going to risk it for anything..
So, you guys can still contact me..but only on weekends though...
but only calls and sms(coz the phone i'll bring can only do that..haha)
no mms,video call and email...

hurm..so....
see you guys after 3 months!
or maybe sooner than that cause who knows,maybe I'll get any offer to continue my studies and I'll be able to 'graduate' National Service' sooner..^_^

Yay!

I've got my SPM result...
and not bad...definitely more than what I've expected..
I got 9 A's and 1 B ^_^
Yay! 8 A1's, 1 A2 and 1 B3..
haha...I feel like, I'm on top of the world!!
My dad gave me RM 400 for getting 8 A1's..
Not much but I don't really care..
Whatever he wants to give me, I'll accept it..
He had bought everything that I've wanted..I don't think I'll ask for anything as reward..

Hurm..I really didn't expect that result..
I mean...I played around a lot last year..
I sleep during classes..especially in Malay language, P.A.I and Physics classes..
haha....I didn't really finished all my homework...
I don't really read..
Like I said before, I only, really start study and read 2 weeks before the exam...
I even played around, took pictures and record videos on the last day before the exam...I didn't really read at all, at school...yeah,I know, crazy!
haha...but somehow, I managed to get through it...
guess I underestimated myself..
I think I'm gifted with a quite bright brain...thank god for that....

Now, got to make choices on where to go....hurm....
I'm interested in engineering.....but not really sure which one...
I mean, the choices are between chemical, mechanical, aeronautical, electrical....
hurm.....
My dad wants me to take medical..I'm not really interested in that...
Medical school is too long....have to study till phD....
I'm also considering A-Level....
I've also apply or scholarship to study abroad...
Don't really expect I'll get it cause I only got 9 A's...
There must be many straight A's student applied for it too...
tough competition..too many good students..sigh...


Another thing is National Service...sigh...
I don't want to go!!huhu.....ll-_-
Why is my name was chosen?
stupid, randomly-chosing-name-government-computer...
Why is it mandatory??damn it!
sigh...just have to face the music....
on second thought..I think it won't be really bad...
I'm using this as 'benchmark'..
If I can get through this, I think I can get through whatever challenges or obstacles in the future...yea,sort of....
sigh..5 more days of freedom..

OMG!!

2 days more..on 12th of March 2009, I will get my SPM result!
OMG!!!I'm freaking out!
OMG!OMG!OMG!
I seriously don't know what to expect...I'm quite positive but I don't want to put high hopes...
Cause I don't want to get really dissapointed..malay called it 'frust menonggeng'..hak3..
I think I've done my best...maybe n0t really..I could do more if I study harder..
I studied last minute before SPM...I only really start study and reading 2 weeks before the exam..I even played around,take pictures and record some video with my friends on the last day,1 day before the exam where I should study REALLY hard..
sigh..there's no point to bring all that back up...

I'm kinda, scared...
My dad kinda really,really hope I will get flying colours result..10 A's to be exact..
yeah,perfect score!and he wants all A1..A2 is not accepted...what??
I don't want to dissapoint him...huhu..I...don't know how the result will be...
Right now, I can really feel the 'weight' of responsibility of being the last hope of my family..
My brothers and sister turned out just well...and my dad wants more..
He really hopes I'll be more than my siblings..I really want to give him that but I'm not sure if I can do this..
sigh..
I can't really exepect what I will be in the future...
In fact, I think my future really depends on my SPM result...
Just wait and see...
Oh God,please help me in this...

~~~d'uh~~~~~

Sigh...So boring....
I'm writing this new post cause I got absolutely nothing to do....
No new messages to reply....
No one is online....
Sigh again....
I'm just doing this to fill up my time....
And I already used a minute of it..
That's a start.....
Hehe...
That's it...
Ch0w!

I passed!!!!

Earlier today, I had to face a very important test..well,not really..hehe..but it is a big test..

The JPJ test..(jeng3..)

Oh man,I was so nervous!!My dad paid about RM 900 for me to get my driving license and I don't want to screw this..At first,I was quiet confident cause I didn't have any problems during lessons and pre-test...but when I arrived at the driving institute and seeing all those people that also want to take the JPJ test,I started to freak out!!My knee started to shiver...

While waiting for my turn,two of my friends had theirs first and they failed!!that made me even more nervous...huhu..finally...

"D7!!"
That's me!! "Yes?"
"After this is your turn..be ready.."

Then I got into the driver seat...
"Assalamualaikum.." I try to be nice to the JPJ officer by greeting him..
"Waalaikumsalam.." He answered with deep,harsh voice..
'Not a friendly officer..damn it!gotta be extra careful...' I thought..
After I did the first 5 steps,I was ready to begin the test on the road...
I got into the reverse gear...let go the clutch slowly but the car didn't move!!
"The handbrake!" The officer said harshly...
"Oh,yeah..hehe" I started to really freak out!!I mean,I already made my first mistake!
Then,I continued my driving...I took the A route..which is good cause quite easy...
There was time where he asked me to drive faster..
He was kinda annoying...I mean, dude, I'm a beginner!!You can you expect me to drive fast?!
After that,everything's kinda smooth..I didn't made any huge mistake..
The test almost over...I was quite happy cause I didn't do any big mistake..
I made 1 last stop at a junction, then made a right turn where suddenly...
the engine's dead!!OMG!!I panicked!!
Then the officer said, "Oh come on!!The engine's dead?Start it back quickly!!"
The officer actually kinda scolded me!!
Quickly,I start the engine back..I was so,really freaked out!!I can feel my heart beats extremely fast!!
I told myself to calm down,relax,do it slowly..then he did it again...
"Come on!!Faster!!Pressed the acceleration pedal more!"
Again,he scolded me!This time,I didn't freaked out..I was actually kinda mad...really upset..
I was like 'you want me to press it more???Fine!!'
I pressed it and the car moved quite fast while doing the turn...
"There!!Satisfied??" I said to myself,kinda like mocking him..
I didn't drive nicely from that point..I drove quite fast...
" I was like, 'no more mr. nice guy'(or in my case,mrs nice girl..)
Then finally,I got back to the starting point and the road test ended..
At first I thought I failed..I was quite sure that I failed the test..but I didn't!!I passed!!Wuhuu!!
When I stepped out of the car,I was so relieved!but I cursed that officer..
hehe...I was like, "Holy ****!!What a jack***!!You don't have to scold me you son of a ****!!"
but I have to thanked him anyway..he made me passed!!

At the end of the test,I passed all three of them!!Wuhuu!!
I shivered like hell throughout the test...
And to my friend Kamil,Auzaie and Nana that took the test on the same day with me,congrats!!!
We passed baby!!

To all Malaysian drivers,watch out cause Aini is going to join you guys on the road!!
Muahahaha!!!

Hurm..looks like fun..I'll do it :)

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you.

I was tagged by Chloe..so..here it goes..

1) I really love cars and superbikes...I'm really interested in the design of them..the aerodynamic shape..those stream lines....don't really care about the engine; how much horsepower,tork...Especially the one that has really cool look and can go really fast..like Bugatti Veyron..that baby can go up to 400km/hour..yeah,I know..that's super fast!!I can only buy them if I have 1.5 million(US Dollar) and I have to wait for 9 months to get it..only 50 Veyrons are made each year..I wish I could own at least a Honda Cyvic Type R in the future..hehe..

2) I appreciate friendship a lot..so,for all my friends,you guys are so lucky to have me as friend..what I meant by 'appreciate friendship' is that I'll try to maintain my friendship for as long as I can....I keep their secrets..I'll help as much as I can if they need it..that sort of stuff..

3) I have a couple of life 'principle'..one of them is 'If people treat me nicely,I'll be nice to them too..maybe I'll be extra nice..but if people treat me badly,I'll treat them badly too..maybe extra bad..muahahaha!!'..another one that I can tell you is 'I'm the type of people that can be trusted..If people trust me,I'll respect that trust by not betraying that trust..until that people,betray me...then,I can't guarantee what will happen..hehe'

4) I love thrill-ride...I really do..The scarier,the better..I love the feeling of adrenaline rushing in my vein..I can't really explain the feeling...So far,the best thrill ride I've try is Space Shot at Genting theme park..Oh,man..I shivered for like,5 minutes after I get off the ride because of the adrenaline...It was so much fun!!I wish I can get on those thrill rides abroad..look really scary..one day,probably..

5) I'm a 'complex' thinker..I think a lot...for example, some people that saw a fan,maybe they'll think 'oh,nice fan'..but I'll think more, like 'how can the fan blade spin so fast?how to control the speed of the fan?how did the circuit connected?..stuff like that...kinda weird...but not all the time....maybe,when I'm boring..

6) I love anime!!So much!!Especially the adventure and funny one...My favourite right now is Nodame Cantabile and Darker Than Black..Nodame is so funny :P....and Contractor Hei look so cool with the mask..

7) I really LOVE Robert Downey Jr!!!!Oh,he's so amazing!!He's handsome,very talented in acting,singing(well,not really..hehe..but he do got a nice voice)....Oh,Robert(daydreaming about him..hik3)..Love him so much!!lol...and Kiefer Sutherland..he's cool too..

8) I like hip-hop and rock a lot...My favourites for hip-hop are Joe Flizzow,Malique,N.E.R.D,Fort Minor,Kanye West,Ludacris....My favourites for rock are Hujan,Linkin Park,Paramore,30 Second To Mars,Fallout Boys..I also listen to classical,orchestra music...kinda calming...It's actually the effect I got from watching Nodame Cantabile..hehe..

9) I've quite a temper....I can still remember how bad my temper is when I was in sekolah rendah...Oh,man..I was like,a tomboy at that time...Anyone, especially boys that mocked me or called me names,they won't get away with it..If I have to,I chased them around the school and when I finally got them,I gave them a 'flying kick'...but I'm okay now...I'm more 'feminine' nowadays..hehe..

10) I've smoked once..yeah,I know..quite suprising..I can't help this curiousity...It happened long time ago..my dad was a smoker...so,I watched him smoked a lot..so,I was wondering,'Is that stuff really good?'..and I was 9 when I did it...It was horrible!!I put the cigarette bud between my lips,light it up...I didn't even made the first 'inhale' when I coughed really bad....I quickly get rid of the cigarette and I was like,kinda 'traumatize'..since then,I hate cigarette!!I really hate the smoke...My dad stoped smoking when I was 11...so,to anyone that is intereted in being my boyfriend,if you're a smoker,forget about it!!

11) I love to eat!!Especially my mom's cooks...I also like to try different type of foods...

12) I'm very interested in playing piano and violin....looks challenging...I love to try stuff that challenge my mind..

13) I like playing PSP...well,not just PSP,any other device that I can play video games with it...My Favourite: God Of War and Burnout..They're really cool :P

14) I'm really close to my 3rd brother..which is kinda weird cause when I was small,he bullied me a lot..I don't know...but we're closer when we both grown up...he's a really fun guy..It's like,we have the same mind..we finished each other sentences...we make jokes together...he's the coolest brother ^_^

15) I'm not really a 'fashionista'....My fashion is quite simple..In fact,in my wardrobe,there's only long-sleeve and short-sleeve T-shirt,a couple of pants,jeans,baju kurung and tudung..that's it..no blouse or fancy shirt..I like it simple..As long as I look OK,then it's OK.....

16) Everyone has dreams,rite?One of mine is I want to get a pilot and sky-diving license...that would be seriously awesome!!

Well,that's it...I can't really tagged anyone else cause my blog isn't really read by many people..however...I tagged

1)Alba

hurm..yeah,only him..haha...gud luck dude!

Suspen!!!

Hi!!sigh..still...~~~b0r!ng~~~~~
something interesting happened to me today..well..not really..just got absolutely nothing to do,so..just wanna write something...haha..
I was surfing the net when I received a call from a friend..
"Hey Aini!Is the SPM result will be announced on monday,23rd of Feb?"
I was so suprised!!I feel like,someone kinda, stabbed me in the chest!!
"What!!Are you sure?"
"No..not really..that's why I ask you.."
"Huh..you scared me to death!!Where did you get this info?From who?"
"I met Auza at the driving institute earlier today,he told me the host in MHI(Malaysia Hari Ini) kinda make an announcement on it..then,I was watching the chatting-channel...there's some people chat about it too...I ask you to make sure"
"I don't know....Lets just wait for it to come out on the news and newspaper"
I started to kinda panic....
Then,I was anxiously waiting for the news and it turns out there's no news on it..so,I guess its just rumour...
sigh..now I can take a deep breath...
But when think about it,I am getting closer to getting the result...
Hopefuly I'll get the result I'm expecting....
Please God,help me with this one...I can't afford to let my parents down..

~~~~b0ring~~~

(sigh)..I'm so damn f***ing bored!!!At first, I was really enjoying this long break..no more books,exams,teachers...but now, I got absolutely nothing to do!!It's a lil' too late to get a part-time job now..Only a month left before National Service(2nd batch)...I've finished most of my video games...don't know what else to do.................................

My first pair of shoe

Yes!!Finally....I just bought a pair of shoe using my own money!I'm so proud of it..don't really know why but who cares?It was also the first time I made my own decision on buying shoes...Before this, I always ask for my mom's opinion...and mostly, she chose the right one for me....this is like, the first step for me to be independent...I can't make my own decision in this kind of situation..like, picking the right dress or shoes...I was like, "is this colour or that one?" ..
I took like, 10 minutes to decide..haha...I even ask the salesgirl which colour do I should pick..haha....finally, I picked charcoal coloured...oh,forgot to mention, I bought a Converse shoe..It cost quite a lot but I think its going to be worth it..Converse shoe is quite famous for its long-lasting,right?I'm pretty sure it will cause I paid RM 95.90 for it....d'uh...

I just got a new obsession towards shoes..I don't know why..maybe I got it from my sister..she got like, at least 10 pair of shoes..at first, I thought 'what a waste!you can buy many other things, other than shoes!besides, you won't wear all of them everyday!'..but now, I think it's kinda fun to have different types of shoes..you can match them with the dress or clothes you wear...For now, I only got two pair of shoes..A pair of DC and the brand-new Converse..Now I'm thinking to buy a 'flat'(ballet-shoe-look-alike)...brand Everlast maybe..It's cute!

I want to have different styles,looks..If I feel like in 'hip-hop' mood, I'll wear the DC..If I'm in 'cool-rilex' mood, I'll wear Converse..If I want to look 'ayu(girlie)', I'll wear the Everlast(after I bought it in the future..)

I'm a very lucky girl..

I've been doing more thinking...again..lately....something really interesting came across my mind..I just realize how lucky I am!!I read the newspaper and lately, there's a lot of news on war at Gaza City...seeing the pictures of people dying, running away to save their lives, childrens crying because of the injuries they have and because they just lost their parents....seeing how their homes destroyed in seconds..makes me thinking about how lucky I am to be born in this beautiful, peaceful country called Malaysia..how can I complaining about not getting the clothes I want while teenager in Gaza don't have any nice clothes?how can I complaining about the food is not delicious while people in Gaza, or even somewhere around the world have to starve because there's no food to eat?

Alhamdulillah(praise to God)..

I'm a very lucky girl..I got everything I need and everything I want..I don't have to starve..I can eat anything I want..I can wear nice and clean clothes...I got a very cool phone and a PSP...what else could I ever want?I can't imagine what the teenager that live in a country that is in war have to go through...hearing the sounds of bombs exploding..fighter jets soaring through the sky...people screaming, crying in pain...people calling names,looking for their love ones..hoping they are still alive..the children face the risk of being shot while walking to school..I'm so lucky that my parent are still alive..so do all my siblings and relatives..we could still spend some time together...laugh together..

yup..I'm soooo lucky..I also think about the rising of social problems among teenagers right here in Malaysia...I read the 'Metro' newspaper a couple of weeks ago and what I found in there was very suprising!It was an article about girls aged 14 in KL is proud of losing her virginity!OMG!
well...I'm not really suprised actually cause in KL, anything can happen in that big city...I remember reading about she said that all of her friends lost theirs too and how a girl that is still virgin will be mocked and no one wants to befriend with her..She even got addicted on doing it!..If I heard something about that from the West,I'm not suprised..it is their culture...but it is not our culture!!come on..especially the Malays!we're muslims!Aren't they afraid of God?Of the punishment they'll get?Drugs, alcohol....why they want to self-destruct?just to get high and have fun?

I'm so lucky because I don't have those problems...i got to admit..I do have this curiousity about drugs,smoking..come, on..it's human nature to be inquisitive..but I'm so lucky not to have any source to get them...and also no other factors that could encourage me to do drugs or smoking..
I got a very good family and very good friends....I've been raised in a very good environment, meaning no bad friends, relatives, stuff like that...all that make me forget about wnat to try them....yup...I'm turing 18 this years and I'm so proud because throughout this 18 years, I never do drugs,alcohol and I never, ever, EVER, go over the limit with boys...NEVER!I got many boys as friends but that's it..In fact, my relationship with my boys classmates are so well that sometimes it feels like, everyone in the class are one big, happy family!I think every teenager should know their responsibility..as student,as daughter/son, and as a teenager....what I'm trying to say is, if you want to have fun, go ahead!just don't cross the limit..,we can still have fun without using drugs,drinking alcohol....like me, if it's time to study, I study hard,if it's time to enjoy and have fun, I really will have fun!yes, we're young, we should have fun..but it doesn't mean that we can do anything..

In a nut shell, I'm a quite good teenager and I turned up pretty well...Thanks to my parent,family and friends..Love you all!!

Upcoming blockbuster..

I surf the internet quite a lot lately and I found a list of movies that will be premiered this year...There are so many interesting movies!!I'm looking forward to watch most of it..Nothing gonna stop me now..h0h0h0h0....Some of them are:

1.Underworld
2.X-Men Origin:Wolverine
3.Ice Age 3
4.Night at the Museum 2
5.Transformers:Rise of the Fallen
6.The Soloist
7.Sherlock Holmes
and so much more..I can't remember all of them...can't wait!!

A tribute to.....

I don't know if its me or there's just too many handsome man in this planet...Especially Robert Downey Jr....Yeah, I know, 'someone' will get annoyed but who cares??'you' are the one told me I can write anything includes Robert as much as I want..so..here we go again..

I just realised that I didn't just like the gifted actor, I have a really big crush on him!!At first, I just admire him because of his talent and his looks...but as more movies starred by him I watched and articles about him in magazines and in the internet I read, I think I'm kinda obsessed with him....a little,I guessed..the more I know stuff about him, the more I love him!!

There's so many interesting facts on him:

-He learned martial art-Wing Chun Kung Fu

-He described his religion as Jew-Bu (Jewish-Buddhist)

-He is 'The Sexiest Man Living 2008" by Salon.com

-He is one of "25 Hottest Hunks in Hollywood" by OMG! Yahoo.com

-He is "Entertainer Of The Year (2008)" by Entertainment weekly magazine

-He is one of "100 Most Influencial People (2008) by Times magazine

-He is "The Actor We're Most Thankful For In 2008" by MTV.com

and so much more...

Its kinda funny because before I watched Ironman, I never heard his name...I was like : "Who's in earth is this Robert Downey Jr?"

After watched his perfomance in Ironman, I was blown away...He's one of the most talented actor in Hollywood...If we see the list of movies he did like 'Charlie Chaplin' and 'Tropic Thunder', that's the proof...

What I'm so amazed about him is he managed to stand on his feet again and made a great comeback in Hollywood...His past...oh,man..It's horrible..I read his biography and I was so suprised...He went in and out of the court and jail...He did cracks and prostitutes..There was once where he was wandering around naked, broke into his neighbour house which he thought it was his, passed out in the kid's bedroom...He got arrested in Las Vegas for cocaine possesion and with a gun..He was the 'Bad Boy' at that time...I'm glad he came to his senses and made the greatest comeback in 2008...And now, he's one of hollywood A-list celebrities alongside with Brad Pitt,Tom Cruise, etc..He even sitted on the same table with Brad Pitt at the 66th Golden Globe Award, proved he's in the same level with Brad Pitt...

Besides, he is so handsome(hik3)...I'm going nuts everytime I saw him on TV and in the internet...I really love that guy and have a huge crush on him!!(sorry kiefer..hehe)

I can't wait for his upcoming movies 'The Soloist' and 'Sherlock Holmes' this year..I'm so excited!!If I can meet him...If I DO meet him, I don't think I could get his autugraph or take a picture with him cause the moment I saw him, I'll passed out already..haha...

Love you, Robert Downey Jr!!

My favourite quotation,monologue from movies and tv

There are some dialogues,monologue and interviews that sounds really cool that it stuck in my head!I'm going to list some..just for fun..

From The Dark Knight:

"Why so serious?"-The Joker

"Lets put a smile on that face.."-The Joker

From Star Wars film:

"I'm your father.."

"May the force be with you"

"You're the chosen one!!"-Obi Wan Kenobi



From 24:

"Do you still love me?""I never stop loving you"-Jack Bauer





From Heroes:

"Save the cheerleader, save the world"-Peter Petrelli



From Ironman:

"Peace..I love peace..I'll be out of job if the world in peace..."-Tony Stark

"THEY say the best weapon is the one you don't have to fire..I respectfully disagree..I prefer the weapon you only need to fire ONCE"-Tony Stark

" What you say about people calling you Da Vinci of Times?""Absolutely ridiculous..I don't paint.." -Tony Stark

"Jarvis, sometimes we need to run, before we can walk"-Tony Stark

"Yeah..I can fly"-Tony Stark

"Tony Stark..The most famous mass murderer.."-the bad guy



From Tropic Thunder:

"I know who I am!I'm the dude, playing a dude, disguise as another dude!"-Kirk Lazarus

"I'm sorry the dingo ate ur baby!"-Alpa Chino

"The insecurity level of you guys is ridiculous!"- Kevin Sandusky

"Who left the fridge open.."-Tugg Speedman

"I don't read script..script reads me.."-Kirk lazarus

"I'm just like you..I could take your car key, drive to your home and know where everything is cause I can be like you..except that I'm more important.."-Kirk Lazarus

"I can't believe you people"(Tugg Speedman) "What do you mean YOU people?"(Kirk Lazarus)

"and what do YOU mean you people?"(Alpa Chino)

"you make me hahaha..hahahappy"-Tugg Speedman



From interviews:

"I would like to win an Oscar at the year where someone else deserves it..that would be cool."-Robert Downey Jr.